I feel trapped.

In this routine life style that does not change.
Always having to find something to do, because I only know the same people, who have their own people.

I kind of want to start school already. I don't like this lonesome depressed feeling.

At the same time, I KNOW I could enjoy my time here if I could only find a NEW experience to occupy my free-time.

I wish I was a bit more religious so I could partake in some 'Youth Group' organization or something..

I don't like feeling like a boring bothersome tag along to people. I like being the person others want to be around, not just having them there because they feel bad for them.