Why did I say it.
...............I'm turning into, "myself" again.
Is it possible that there is ANYONE out there that can make "this" me stop existing?
I think it's just moodswings.
I feel like I jinxed it by saying those 3 words.
Jees. Just, eff this.
No clingyness.
No control.
Just fuck that, I hate that sht.
This is why I've learned to fear commitment, and dislike relationships.
I am angry right now, at myself
But, it's probably just mood swings.
What ever I do now, will change everything in the future.
So just gotta NOT BE A DUMBASS when I have moodswings, and we'll see where this goes.
Its like an earthquake, shaking up the way I love you.
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