Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Hello world.

What is it about this one person that terrifies me so much?
Maybe the fact that I've hardly known him for a little over half a year.
Maybe it's the fact that, despite that, I seem to trust him with all I have.
And yet, I don't want to trust him.
There's always a part saying, "And what if... He's just..."
Lies. It's always lying to me.

Someone shut the voice up. It's messing with my head. I know he'd be hurt/...or a little girl, if he saw these posts.

Is this just puppy love? I mean, it's a whole different world, but some things remain so similar. I can not tell what is real, and what is serious, from what isn't.

I don't think... this is serious.......... is it?

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