When someone tells me stuff like "You're in ----" "Does it make you ---- him more?"

I'm like, "WTF. NO. NO. NO! NO LOVE. LIKE! LIKE!!!! LIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Then when I say to myself, "I don't ----him..." I'm also like, 'Oh, shut up already.'
I can't even put the word "l----" next to "him."

This is ridiculous.