I am so terrified.

I miss him, I want to be around him all the time.

Walls, are falling down.
I'm so very terrified.
I'm falling hard.
But is it even mutual?

I don't know, doubts are telling me not to do this, because it is not mutual.
It's so unbelievable to think that it's mutual.

I am so scared.
I don't think I want to fall, don't let me fall, to break.
*sigh. I can feel it, I want to be with him. I think, I might start getting clingy, controlling, what ever I don't want to be.

Someone help me. Do I need to... get away?

I don't want to do that, again.