You will never see...............
You will never realize how much it hurts me.

Why is it that you don't see how much I appreciate you? When I'm irritated, I understand that I'm irritated, and if I'm angry to you, I know I will apologize. Because I can realize that I am just being foolish, and moody.
I never, ever blame you when you haven't done anything.

My pride will not come in the way of my respect for you.
If I know I screwed up, and mistreated you, I will apologize. Because I appreciate you, as a great boyfriend, who I love very much.

But when it's the other way around..I have to bring it up that you hurt my feelings. And it just turns into a argument.
You think the whole world does not think, but then why do you yell at me, as if it were my fault, for something the world has done?
Why are you yelling at me, treating me, guilting me, like I've done something wrong to hurt you? When in reality, I asked Cindy if she could get picked up at 4 instead of 5, so it wouldn't be a hassle. When I told her saying "There's traffic, so hurry please! He has somewhere to go."
But you will never see that.
You will only see that she didn't come out when you wanted her too. And so it is my fault, for not being able to control that.

I wanted you to say sorry, not to hurt your pride, but so I know that you feel bad for hurting me. That you're sorry. So I can believe that you won't hurt me like this all the time. That you can realize you've been irritable and wrong.