It's funny. It felt good saying what I said. It started this stupid argument, but honestly, I couldn't take it.
I despise when people take their anger out on me. Despite the fact that I try so hard to provide a happy, good environment.
I couldn't take it. What happened today happens too often. I thought about too much and it just frustrated me. Honestly, when I told you, I wasn't expecting this argument. I didn't even tell you with this angered voice, (And if I sounded angry, I guess that's my fault. Because it was a voice of genuine hurt.) and yet you responded with this angry tone.
It set me off, to be scolded for feeling hurt.
Honestly, you blew up on me, for no reason. I did nothing wrong. I was an innocent person, in a good mood, who was yelled at.
No no no. I can't take that sht.

I told you what was on my mind, just hoping for a cute little, "I'm sorry hun, I was being a jerk." Because GOD DAMN IT YOU WERE. BUT NO, You go off saying, 'No one in the world thinks.' In your OWN bitchass words to your own friends, "are you fuckin retarded?" HOW DO YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE IN THE WORLD THAT THINKS?
And another thing, WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH YOU YELLING AT ME?!?!?!?
Okay, so the whole world is wrong.
You yelled at me because the whole world is wrong.
Not me that was wrong, bu the whole world.
How the fuck does that make it right to blow up on me when I didn't do anything?

You're reasoning is horrible. You make no sense.
And if you think you do, fucking explain it better because I don't see how:
"It was the world's fault= I will yell at my girlfriend."

All I wanted, was to know that you felt bad about yelling at me for no reason.
I wanted to hear you were SORRY, so I don't have to feel like this person who has to sit hear, and be yelled at, and listen to you treat me like NOTHING. SCUM. DIRT. NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But you show no remorse, you don't even think what you did was wrong. Which means that it'll happen again, and again, and again.
I will not sit here and just be taken advantage of...
I want someone who will treat me right... and at least own up to his mistakes when he knows he hasn't..............................


I am so frustrated. My head is spinning and it hurts.