I wanted to be with you.

Yesterday, I told you I wouldn't go to school today.
Today, I told you I was coming afterschool, I wanted to be with you after school. I was going to be in Ms.Lacanaria's..

You made plans to play basketball with your friends afterschool. Without seeming to care about anything I said. You went to check the Youth Center basketball court, before even thinking of where I would be.

When I saw you taking a test, I just couldn't wait until you'd be done.
When they told me that you had made plans to play basketball with them, when you knew how I was coming to see you, I felt crushed.
I wanted to cry as I walked Vanessa back to the classroom.
I know it seems a little dramatic.
But we've been having such bad times, and yet, I'm still the farthest from your mind.
The one thing I told you, the only time I told you I'd see you today, and you pushed it aside for your friends.
Thinking, assuming that I'd be okay with it.


You keep breaking my heart. Why are you doing this?
Why are you hurting me? Where's ....Henry?

You're life would be just so much better without me in it, wouldn't it?