Spring 'break'.

Today was good. Haha. it was tirering. So Henry, the bestest cutie ever came to pick me up and walk me to the lightrail. Which I took forever to get ready, but still couldn't find anything to wear and ended up feeling really uncomfortable with how i looked. So right when we got to Target, the lightrail was coming. which was 10 mins away. So we raaaaan. trynna catch it. did not work -_- So hell, we went to jamba juice and got some to drink! Then I said bye, and I caught the lightrail to gmall to meet Nancy and Cindy.
Omg, I had a horrible sleep last night. I was SO tired. I wonder if yu could tell from my outfit? lol. I WAS SO TIRED. SERIOUSLY. I think today could've been so much funner if I wasn't so laaa. Man. I need to make it up to them! I Lovee Them Though! D: I can't believe I ruined a day!

To Cindy & Nancy; HI :D Lol. I just learned today they check up on me, reading my blog ever so often. :] how sweet!

So yea, i got a shirt, which I then wondered why I bought it, bkos mostly I wanted it to feel less crappy o_o I think I felt weird bkos my shoes didn't really match. I think I shoulda dressed my usual way instead trynna be different today. it was WAAAY too different. Cindy got me a mushroom candy thing and cute nail polish. She's super. LOL seriously. like a ninja, i didn't see her 'buy' it at all! :O Like. it was so quick, it was like she didn't even buy it! LOL *wink.


So I got home. Fell asleep right away. I was like knocked out. Have I ever been this tired? o_o

So Henry called after. He's not having very good family times. So there's no way I could possibly tell him bout tomarro. ]: I want him to go have fun with his friends. but yunnoe, It just makes me sad that we can't spend time together. ]:...

So lately, ever single break, we never really get to spend time together, and I've been pretending that really, it doesn't affect me much. it really really does. ]: Like really. it makes me so sad. bkos ever since school started every break, he's been far away, we haven't gotten to spend a DATE together in so long.. And every single time, it always ends. "This break was horrible. ]: I'm sorry I didn't get to spend time with yu." "it's okay! We still have ____ break." and then the break finally comes. and nothing.

So I'm sad.. bkos it's gna be one year and 2 months. 1 day of the month, that's during break too! And, he's going to spend it with his friends. ]: .. < / 3 .

But it's okay, it's been tough for him. So I want him to go have fun with his friends.

I don't think I'll be able to go out tomarrow though. I mean, honestly, I'm gonna be pretty bummed out tomarrow. And I'd rather not ruin another day for someone. So I'm just gonna stay home, catch up on some homework. Eat cookies and milk. watch movies..

]: ]: I know I should be happy that he gets to spend time with his friends. but omg. I'm so sad. ]: It's like, when yu feel like they have a chance to spend a day with you, a special day, but instead they pick something over it. I mean, I WANT him too. But that 25% sadness is still roaming in my head.. ]: ]: just kinda breaks my heart a little yunnoe? But I'm sure it'll be fine. We have thursday together.

That reminds me. He's going someone on Friday. another day i cannot spend with him. So today is Monday, let me tell yu wuht days I'm currently finally schd to see him; Thursday.

Yup. Thats it. Well, maybe summer vacation will be better.. :'[ ......... I actually feel like I want to cry, in fact I'm somewhat tearing! ROFL. This is so retarded. haha. I think I must still be tired or something, I don't know why I'm so sad.

I Love You Hunney<3 hehe. Have The Most Fun Ever Possible Tomarrow! :] <33333333