Antony, Oh Antony.

Well, maybe it's school but Once again after one day. It was not that great. And Well, somehow I found my old blogs that I wrote, and I read about you. Omg. Amazing how long I've put off remembering you. It STILL hurts, and I know it's never going to stop when I think about you. Until the day you magically come back, it won't stop. It seems like just a figment of my imagination now. I think I may start thinking about you tomarrow, I just hope I don't bring anyone else down with me. I don't like telling people whats wrong, especially not about this. I mean, how else can it go, I can't even type it. "One Of My Best Friends _____" and they'd say, "Omg, I'm so sorry to hear that.." What happens next? Nothing. You won't come back. I won't forget. And me just telling them just make it seem like I want attention. I don't want that. I just want, .. I just want to miss you sometimes. It hurts but it's better knowing, than forgetting. I don't want to forget bkos I don't want to take those memories for granted. I miss you. So much..


I'm going to change the subject, just so people won't think I'm slitting my wrist over here. I'm fine. :] just, a little sad reminiscing. I'm Fine.

So I'm wearing on bra's that are too small. LOL. Well, they probably fit me but I'm so picky with bras that they feel like they're too small. I'm trynna PERK THEM UP. LMFAO. I dnt think it's working, in fact I think They've shrunken a little. LOLOOL. Don't yu love reading my blog? See, I'm completely, utterly jittery and giggly and joyous! :]

So Anyways, I should really take off this bra and go do hw. But i'm so lazy. Maybe I'll just make my bigger sized bras fit smaller, instead of making my smaller size bras smaller. o_o Does wearing small bra's really give yu cancer? I thought they made your boobs perky! LOL.

So anyways again.
Henry, Henry, Henry. I'm sorry to say but over time we've somehow changed into "real love," I think real love is for the couple that can not handle stress and have grown accostomed to the comfort of their other, and then take it for granted. Which is what I'm doing. Not Henry, just me.

I keep getting tired of things easily, I'm impatient. I think I'm training myself to be more patient by keeping quiet instead of blowing up, but really, I'm not. Is patience dealing with it, or letting it go ?
Either way I can not do any of those. haha. I want to revert back to the "Puppy Love" Days. And I shall find a way! Will it work? Considering my impatience, most likely not. BUT I WILL TRY! :D


Sherry Small Bra is Out!



..R.I.P<3