Well, Henry told me something today. Which is to stay in private. In case people actually read this, and it hit me that things are going so fast, and not going to slow down.
Things are going to change, things are going to keep drifting away, making room for more things. Is it time for me to grow up? Let go of some things keeping me in this childhood state. I like it here, I've adapted to it here.
But am I to let it go?.. Prepare for the future, for college, after college. Am I supposed to let everything go? Something is not planned, it's not supposed to go how you plan, it's what ever you shape and make it to be.
I don't want to let him go. I don't want to get over him. I Want to be together.. I want to spend my life with him. Sure I might bee "too young" to say this, but I really do. I want to at least be able to give it a chance.
I need to break free of this isolated island I'm in, I need to grow up but, it's just so hard.
I want to break away with you.
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