My side of the story?

So I guess this is my side of the story, since he wanted to hear it.
Though in general, the true fault was my own stupidity, i guess I'll still put this up here.

So My morning was very, eh. I'm impatient. Impatience + Rush + Sick + Tired = Oh god no. I'm not trynna put all the blame on excuses, I'm just warning that they did have a huge impact, but i'm not denying that it my was fault. Bkos it was. So Anyways, my brother was being way too slow again, and I hate it. So I was in a not so good mood. I couldn't really breathe, eh, being sick sucks. And I know that Henry would be okay with it, but I know that if I continued to come late, and looking like I did not care, it would eventually upset Henry. Well, thats not the point, why did I even bring that up? Anyways, Henry didn't care I was late, but I was very mad, and I couldn't get over it, bkos I hate repeatingly being late, I can never be on time. He's so okay with everything, and I'm so the opposite. Oh god. I hate it!!!!!!!!

I've be very irritable these past few days, being sick is really starting to get to me and affect like everything I do. AFFECT. Okay people? AFFECT. Once again, i know it was my stupidity. haha.

So anyways, test tomarro. Was okay, was a little worried but all i needed was to study. then English killed it. Lots of homework dealing with the things I hate most, "Lots of reading." "Finding things from the reading" So it was like 20 pages of reading, and like 7 little things for 10 other things as an assignment. Killed my mood. I dislike that kind of learning. I know it like helps and all with the vocabulary. But at the same time we have to cram something while doing something else. rawr.

So anyways, after 3rd. Walking on to P.E. Not very happy. Not very happy. Trying to calm down. So I was in the "I wna kill english teacher," stage, so the little small issues would greatly cause for me to explode. So Henry was dropping me off, and he started getting sad. So I thought i should do something to show him that I cheered up, so he would stop worrying about me. But he was about to leave, so the only thing in my head was "OMG SHERRY! HE'S SAD! FIN IT QUICK! DO SOMETHING RANDOM!" So the other day i started a water fight, so i thought, "Maybe I should start another one" So I drank some water and spat it out at him, I was just kidding, and I was smiling, like ":DDD" but, he took it the wrong way and got worse. and he walked away even sadder and disappointed. And I was thinking now "OH FKC SHERRY. YU SCREWED IT UP YOUR SO STUPID!" and I tried fixing it, but it got worse. So Then he left. I was not feeling good from the begginining, but i tried getting over it, to make things better, pretend i was fine, but then it got worse. So i got worse. I felt Horrible, sick. tired. irritated. and hating myself for being stupid. Not knowing wuht really went wrong, why everything i do or try never works out. Everything. So I was very frustrated. and I really really. Needed a break. But when I tried getting one. It just got worse. so, blah.


So blah. blah blah. thats my story. Man I'm still so irritated from hw. But i dnt want to do it bkos I know i'm really not gna remember it. It doesn't interest me. I need a break. TGIF TOMARRO!!!!!!!