Today was mine&Henry's 11 months. Did it go well? Not excatly. Some parts were really fun, i really did try to keep a positive additude and stay happy. But my own moodswings and anger piss me off, i cnt control them. I wanted to be happy all day but instead i went through about 40 moodswings.
Well, the day of yellow moon is a sad day for us all, or maybe just me.
The project, i didn't really feel included in it at all. I mean, the only parts I got, one's getting cut out, the others may not even be put in. They parts i did really wanna do, to accually make it MY project too, i didn't get to finish. I mean, most ppl got wuht they wanted to do to make it THEIR project yunnoe? No no, im just being spoiled right now. I cant start saying that crap. Truth is, i'm just being greedy.. I really just wanted to feel involved too.
Buddha got to chase Henry, and be the funny dude, Hieu got the fighting scene he always wanted. I mean, yunnoe. I wanted me and Henry to have a little scene too. Henry; Overly acting actor that makes it look GOOD. Trung: Funny noodle seller/assassin. Buddha: FUNNY GUY IN GENERAL. Hieu: actiony character. Me: I was the drama/romance part of the movie. Now its just a lot of funny, followed by a sad ending, for me. I mean it ends with the other two having funny endings, Hieu is screaming and killing his already dead brother, while Henry is running miles and miles away from his new wife, I just leave the house, sad. I mean, it feels unfinished yunnoe? Its not only that i'm greedy for a part, but i really think i could've made the project better, if I had gotten a chance.
]: Oh well.
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