Monday, January 26, 2009

I feel underprivaledged.

Its either I'm under privaledged. Or I'm just retarded. This year, I haven't been able to learn SHIT. Cept from my chemistry teacher. I feel fucking dumb as fuck. I cant get anything, and i don't know answers to anything on tests.

Now My buddies, say they do learn things. In most of their classes. And I don't get why I haven't been able to learn. Diddly do da squat. Nothing. I remember I was taking the final for history, I guessed on like every damn question. And yunnoe wuht? We had notes and the book aloud. Nothing sticks in my head. They're teaching us this old fashion way that doesn't seem to be helping us learn anything. This old style of; Read, answer questions, take tests. Doesn't do crap for me. I just do it as I do it and don't remember sht after I'm done. I hate it. I feel fkcing stupid.

And in math, I cnt use my brain to do simple math problems. bkos I dnt know if it's possible. Bkos all they did was teach us the confusing as crap way in the book, that says "Here's one rule. Stick to it. Find the answer" How the fkc do yu find it? They give yu the basic way to get it, but they dnt at all consider all the twists and turns that we have to do in order to get to that basic stage. And I hate it, bkos we'll see it and say "Wtf? they didn't teach us this" its like learning and answering the question WRONGLY. Over and over and over.

Wuhts the point having answers to lots of questions, when they're wrong wrong wrong.

And you dnt know how to fix it bkos its not explained. Things are too complicated, and need to be introduced in a way that can show us how to remember it.

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