First day of school.

Was total BS. Man. I hated it. The only classes i accually liked were English &PE. The rest were just heartbreaks. I don't know man, i just hate everything this year. I mish Henry so much it hurts, not being able to see him like in the summer. And Vanessa, she's like my best friend, buht even though we're in the same place right next to each other it just seems like she doesn't need/want me around. Even Gino's there, i finally have a class with Gino, and it just feels like i'm invisible. Man. I miss everything about Last year. I Miss how everything used to be. I think i have a crying/tearing disorder. Mostly every year the first day of school, i cry. Cept 8th grade and freshman year. Which were like the best years of my life. Now, it's back to how it was, foreshadow a horrible year to come. Every year that I cry usually ends with no real close friends. And horrible family. Last year, the year before, my family wasn't always there for me. I didn't even feel like i knew my "family". Buht i had friends. the best friends anyone could ever ask for. They made my year just skim by. The years before I just felt so alone. And now it feels like i'm going back to that stage. I hate it. My mom told me wuht might happen to us. Everything. She told me everything. And now this. The school. It just feels like they want to isolate me.




I know, I know. I'm too dramatic.