Monday, October 8, 2012

Girrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrl, Ima be straight up with you.

You worry too much. You think too much about what other people think.

You spent minutes if not hours trying to find a way to shave barely visible hairs on your legs. -___-
This negative energy you have, you are overemphasizing things you reaaaally don't have to. I don't possibly understand how you can think that I judge you when we are in public. I really don't ever do so. I admit, I can get pretty angry when there is unnecessary trouble. It annoys me, you know this about me already from our years together.

But don't ever think that I judge you, look down on you, etc. etc. Do you not remember all of Senior year? GIRL, I LOOKED TORN UP EVERY DAY AT JL. I did not try at ALL to look nice. It was legit "Fuckkkk calculus... *brush teeth* go to school." I STILL have my days like that. My pictures are very misleading, hohoho. It makes me look beautiful when in reality I am usually wearing sweatpants.

I always want to take pictures with you, somehow... we just never end up taking them -__-. Lol. The reason I dress nice is FOR PICTURES and FOR YOU! Otherwise, I would be the usual "can I just sleep" Sherry that I will never grow out of. There's a reason I try to look nice for you, because I want to take pictures and I want to remember these moments we had together.

You have these really negative impressions of me, because you are over thinking every situation. In all honesty, no one is perfect. Hell, I could name a few things about you -lols- but I won't. Because I know that is just how you are with your crazy over reacting self just like how you know that's just how I am with my cranky bitchy self.

I'm enjoying my life right now, straight up. it's pretty fantastic.
But I also have those days I want to die, I want to crawl into a hole because of my workload, I am stressed out to the point where I could drink myself to sleep...
But you know why I don't? Because I think positively. Because I appreciate everyone in my life and you people are the ones that keep me going. Including you. When I'm home, I hit you up. Real talk if I didn't want to hit you up I wouldn't. There'd be no point in that. o______o. So just understand that you are important to me, and I still consider you one of my best friends. <3 br="br" nbsp="nbsp">
Berkeley won't ever replace the lovers I have in San Jose. San Jose or die. <3 br="br">Now stop being so negative and cheer up! No need to be bitter, just.... (fuck I tried to make this rhyme and this is obviously not going to work out) ..uh switter..... which means sweet-and not-bitter.... lols............

Anyways, yes. I tell you think SO many times already, BUT YOU JUST NEED TO CHILL AND ENJOY YOUR LIFE! LOL <3 much.="much." nbsp="nbsp" p="p" so="so" without="without" worrying="worrying">

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