Instead, I looked over at all my old blog posts.
Wow.
I really really had an issue with commitment... I am so emotionally indecisive.
Its like, I Love him, I don't, I'm scared to like him, I'm embracing it.
Haha, it's funny too. Because there was this one post that said,
"You still have a wall. That he is desperately trying to break down."
And that made me smile. Because, it is so true. He was desperately trying to break it down. You can not even begin to imagine, this boy, this love of mine, he is always thinking ahead, always telling me these corny love lines straight from a book, always trying his damn best to assure me, "I will always be there. I WILL."
When he hurt me, it was from my doubt, while the only thing that hurt him was my doubt.
He wants to be my knight in shining armor, he wants to be everything I want in a relationship. And it's just damn adorable how hard he tries.
(........Sometimes. When he's not into his ipod touch. LOL)
He is the only person in this world, who takes corny lines straight from the book, and mean it with all his heart.
Haha, I'm not even sure if I have a wall left anymore,
I'm even hesitating to put this, since it's only been a year, but damn it.
I am so in love with you, Mr.Princess.
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