Wednesday, October 6, 2010

I am stressed the hell out, enough as is.

And so.. I took a walk.

Despite the time. Despite my sleep deprivation and exhaustion. Despite the darkness. Despite the cold. Despite the havoc in my home.

I took a walk, to escape reality.
I just can’t handle this tonight. The stress, the arguing. My eyes can hardly even stay open, and yet I’m forced to endure this madness, waking up, nearly with a hard attack, every few minutes to yelling and slamming of doors.

I can not take this.
I do not need this.

I’m not asking you two to work things out, nor am I asking for you two to act like a family. I gave up on that, so long ago.
All I’m asking you, is please, just let me get some sleep…………………………


I. can. not. take. this.

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