Thank you Matthew for keeping me company the night after.
And On Christmas Eve-12am. =)
Thank you Sheri for keeping me company Christmas.
Thank you Diana for keeping me company today.
I'm sorry that I've failed to feel completely better. But I'll get there. Sheri says I need time off from thinking. I can't be rational. Not when it comes to you. I just really, want to see you again. I just really wish I could turn this whole winter break around. I can't believe I've gone a week without seeing you..
I'm having a constant battle with myself, that is put on repeat for the past 4 days.
"I can move on.. I have to.. I'm fine..I'm okay.. I just have to be happy, just be myself, and if things are meant to be, he'll be my knight again!"
"........Why doesn't he want to be with me anymore?.."
"We can fix this.. I can call him, a little bit. Right?"
"... it's pointless. He just doesn't want to try anymore. He's just given up on us completely, why can't I do the same? Why can't I get rid of all this pain in my chest..?"
Repeat. Repeat.
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