Can't sleep.

I slept at 2:30am. Woke up at 6:30am. Can not sleep.
I'm currently nestled inside a tent I made with 2 blankets, and my ears are cold. =)

I'd just like to dedicate this blog to 3 special people.
Sheri, Annie, And Matthew.

This isn't in an order of importance, but in a role of play.
Sheri, you knew this from the very beginning, you know it was going to be hell for me. My voice of reason, my role model, my example. I Love You, and I Love You More. For the next few days, I'm going to be stupid. I'm going to be vulnerable; and as much pain and hurt I feel right now, at the same time I feel safe. I know you'll keep a look out for me. I can't begin to explain how much you mean to me.

Annie, damn, I can not believe you put up with me the entire day yesterday. =) You're so adorable, forcing me to hug you when I have to crouch over a little. <+3 I'd gladly do nothing with you, and I'm so sorry you came at a time when I felt like crap. I'll make it up to you, somehow. Just to let you know, a Hug and a few "I Love You" 's, was exactly what I needed, =) I'm sorry I've been such a loserface lately, but you stuck with me, and now you're stuck with me. Thank you. God, I adore you!

Matthew, YOU. ARE. AMAZING. I can not believe you listened to me blubber like a baby for 2 hours, and somehow, turned the WHOLE conversation around to get me smiling. You are absolutely a saint. A saint. A Saint. A SAINT! *bows* I praise you. Thank you, SO much, for helping me sleep last night. Really, I think it would've taken me 4 times as long to sleep, if it wasn't for you.

I'd be lost without you, and I know, it's cliche, it's a stupid line from a stupid drama; But It's True.

You guys know, I still miss him. And as we speak right now, I'm feeling the need to choke back tears.
"I know that if he really was “the one” he would come back for you because he knows that YOU are “the one” for him."

I Love You Guys<+3