Note TO Self;
I was the first first to ride in the front passenger seat while Sheri was driving! =) My best friend drove me home ;D From her place ;D Late at night ;DDDD
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So, the housing lady, or who ever she was, called and left a message. The message once again said that the eviction process has begun, and she was going to help us get relocated to a new place. If we do not cooperate, the sheriff will evict us forcefully from our home.
Another reminder, that I'm really moving. Joy.
Looks like I won't be in this house, that I've learned to call home, for longer than a few months. My dad, seemed very happy about it, and this happens after he breaks my door. I wonder what he's up to..
Well guys. Looks like this is very likely to be, the last year at James Lick High School for me. What gets to me the most is, even though this is quite possible, it seems like no one really cares. I mean, Henry was sad about it, yet he is still saying how he's going to his cousins birthday on saturday, the day of thh homecoming. And what about other ppl? They probably won't come either. Imean, I know its wrong to want the world to stop for me and all, but it'd be nice if the people I cared about the most would stop. I don't need the whole world.
It really bothers me how Henry just has to leave me for his cousins. Doesn't even seem like he minds, he looks foreward to it, wants to leave earlier than planned. A thought will not race in his mind to visit me in that free time. In the free time he has until he goes with his cousins, he uses it yearning to leave already. Thats just how it seems for me. I don't know if this is true. I'm speaking out of hurt right now, not out of fury.
Henry says, possibly, he can go to homecoming, but he'll leave early.
..Great. So I don't get FULL Henry on the day I've been looking forward to, for who knows how long. Instead, I get left over Henry, while he saves the rest of his energy for the party with his cousins.
Why do I have a feeling, that even when he does go to the homecoming, he'll probably be dancing with his friends. and not me, and then he will leave before even the first slow dance?
No use dressing up nice for an imaginary date.
I'm so sad, about these things that keep coming up. All these reasons why I can't be with Henry on days I'd expect to be the most happiest on. The days I think we'll actually be a happy couple.
I know it's not his fault and all. But it seems like he just goes with the flow, like he doesn't care.
Another reminder, that I'm really moving. Joy.
Looks like I won't be in this house, that I've learned to call home, for longer than a few months. My dad, seemed very happy about it, and this happens after he breaks my door. I wonder what he's up to..
Well guys. Looks like this is very likely to be, the last year at James Lick High School for me. What gets to me the most is, even though this is quite possible, it seems like no one really cares. I mean, Henry was sad about it, yet he is still saying how he's going to his cousins birthday on saturday, the day of thh homecoming. And what about other ppl? They probably won't come either. Imean, I know its wrong to want the world to stop for me and all, but it'd be nice if the people I cared about the most would stop. I don't need the whole world.
It really bothers me how Henry just has to leave me for his cousins. Doesn't even seem like he minds, he looks foreward to it, wants to leave earlier than planned. A thought will not race in his mind to visit me in that free time. In the free time he has until he goes with his cousins, he uses it yearning to leave already. Thats just how it seems for me. I don't know if this is true. I'm speaking out of hurt right now, not out of fury.
Henry says, possibly, he can go to homecoming, but he'll leave early.
..Great. So I don't get FULL Henry on the day I've been looking forward to, for who knows how long. Instead, I get left over Henry, while he saves the rest of his energy for the party with his cousins.
Why do I have a feeling, that even when he does go to the homecoming, he'll probably be dancing with his friends. and not me, and then he will leave before even the first slow dance?
No use dressing up nice for an imaginary date.
I'm so sad, about these things that keep coming up. All these reasons why I can't be with Henry on days I'd expect to be the most happiest on. The days I think we'll actually be a happy couple.
I know it's not his fault and all. But it seems like he just goes with the flow, like he doesn't care.
You Said It Wasn't
Gonna Be Like It Was Before
Then It Happened Again
Pushing Me Back Out The Door
Thought It Would Be Forreal This Time
Love Made Me Forget About The Signs
Is This How You Wanted It To Be
Everything You Had To Say
Sent The Tears Right Down My Face
Now I'm Trying To Escape
The Misery
Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me..
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