It's one day before the 14th. I'm excited about it, crap. Damn. Why do I have to look forward to it? Now it's gna end up bad. Bkos I always have this tendency to have bad luck when I'm looking forward to something. Damn, Damn, Damn.
Why have we been having not such good days lately? When was the last good day? Friday? I mean I'm starting to get used to not seeing him in the weekends. I don't wna be, but damn, I'm getting used to it. He's either doing being forced off to something with his family, or when he's actually home. Having to do some very-late homework. And I know for a fact that if he doesn't turn in such late assignments, he'd get a bad grade. Bad grade = Bad for Henry. Bad for Henry = Bad For Sherry. So always ask him "Have yu started on it yet? :D" and he tells me "No." How late is it gna be hunney? You're going to be working on it all the time. the homework is just going to pile. I just wish that he'd just start doing it already, I don't wna tell him "I want you to finish so you can have a good grade, and I can spend time with yu on the weekends again." But yunnoe wuht? It's true. But I can't tell him that, I want him to think for himself. Does he realize that not doing homework ahead means not seeing Sherry? Does he realize this? Or does he just not want to see me?
Well, there's been a lot of things that I want to tell him, but I'm not bkos I want him to decide it for himself. ]: I don't wna have to make everything obvious just so he could see it. I don't wna have to tell him that I want to see him, for him to wna see me, and then work harder. I want him to work harder bkos he wants to see me!
It's tough being the one at home. is this how being married feels? Husband is always out somewhere, yu don't get to spend time together? The actually time together is not "right"? or doesn't go veryw ell?
I'm gna need someone to convince me that there's a brighter side to the darkness ]:
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