Saturday, May 30, 2009

I was born to be a banana.


No not really about the banana! But it popped in my head! So Anyways, LOL the picha over there is Me and Demi and Julian at Dance Rehersal. ROFL. I was doing that one really weird move, and Demi tried to catch me when I pretended to fall, and she slipped and fell on her face :D Jullian was drawing us on the board. ROFL Man, Cute picture.

So the volleyball carwash was cancelled D: Awww. I was looking forward to it! But it's okay I supposeeeeee. So on Friday, I went to Henry's house, we were watching TV, taking a nap, and then eating with his family. It was fun, we were having a funny conversation about his birthday.

I KNOW WUHT I WNA DO FOR MY BIRTHDAY! But it's like, impossible. I want to go to the beach! A beach party. That would be like, a great way to welcome being 16. But I think it's impossible. ]: Besides, I never have a party for my birthday, xcept the asian ones where only ppl that know my family would be comfortable enough to come.
It's not that I don't want to throw one, I just don't feel like I should, bkos sometimes people can't make it, and I get sad. So I'd rather just like, not plan that, wuht if it ends up bad anyways? haha.

I'm not a party planning person D: Well, any birthday present yu guys want, that is FREE, except maybe gas money.. :D YU CAN TAKE ME AND LIKE 20 OTHER INVITES TO A PRIVATE BEACH! :D I'LL BRING THE VOLLEYBALL! Yu can bring badminton! And cake can be for after the shower and stuff! Like Henry said, "The Carride home will be a bitch" But being there will be ;DD We can all shower together ;DDDD Oh yeaaah!


So, Thats all I really want to say, wow, I'm going to be 16! I wonder if anyone is going to remember ]: I don't think so ]:

Well, the good part is, I'll have money! [ hopefully ] if family can come to the asian party, then I can have a alittle cash, enough to save up and buy Henry something for his birthday, and also Gino, and then Vjay! :D If I had about 150, i'd be able to get them birthday presents, on time! I hate just making a cake, bkos they were like my best friends at JL. I want to like, bake them a cake AND buy them presents! I hope i will this year, it'll be a goal :) AND ANNIE. Omg! I NEED to be able to get her something ON her birthday! though, I think her Indy friends might like dominate or something, and I'd be like "D:" maybe I will just wait till xmas.. o_o..

so, shling! <3

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

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Im sad.

92nd Post


Lol, Ima blogger whore! So Anyways, Recap on my Sun-Mon. Sunday, I chilled with Annie, we didn't do much, cept stay home, I introduced her to Dr.Tran ;) Oh yeah, and then we ate steak and tried to run it off.
Monday, I went shopping with Smiley! Gmall :D We didn't really get anything cheap, but I got presents ;D, if I didn't buy it, I woulda had enough money for my tank. I lovedddd it. LOL. Looks better in real life than the picture, it was so diffrent then wuht I usually wear, but it looked really nice! I was like, in love. D: We took 38472098342 pictures, but she stole my fone and erased them all bkos she looked FUNNY. Omg. She did not, she looked normal, I don't get why she be tripping. Lol. I love pictures, but she's totally no funnn! Lol, funny pictures make it fun!

So Anyways, Lorenz's bday party, I hope it goes well. People all want to bond together with the "Asian Crew", But all of us trying to be in the center of the attention, I don't think it'll go too well. I just hope I don't feel left out. :O, I am looking foreward to it though! Sheri + Annie might go. I hope sooo. Hm, Maybe I'll make some new flip friends :D Oh yeah, adn then we should ALL plan a day to hang out together at the beach! Seriously!

So Anything else I wna say? I wore my new shoes today? It looks nice, when I'm dress like a baller, ready to kill ;] LOL jkeed.


Kay, Idk wuht to say, I should be doing homework. Ew, Insomnia is playing, I'm tired of that song. Lol. *changes to "It Is Love" * ;]


So VJeezy, Are yu thinking wuht I'm thinking? *does party boy :D *
I imagine that yu are staring weirdly at the computer screen. o_o Oh crap, I guess yu weren't thinking wuht I was thinking.


Ohhh yeaaaah!

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Shake That What?!

Shake That Mon
kaay! :)

Omg, That is a Real Picture.
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It made me smile when I saw it at Gmall, So I took a picture!
So today was fun, I spent time with Hunney Bunney, We went shopping :) I bought 10 dollar vans ;D *oh yeah,* 10 dollar shirt for me ;D and a present for michaaal! Which I will not describe in case for some bizzar chance that he actually reads my blog.
Henry also bought 10 dollar shoes from vans ;D so put together our price was around 17? 16.cents. So I guess the shoes were really only 8 something each :D YEA! Haha, and he also bought a colarred button short-sleeve. He looked cute in it ;D He was so excited he wore both things out and around the mall. Haha! What a cutie ;D He was debating whether to get eh short sleeve or jacket that he wanted for like 30 mins until he chose. LOL.

After shopping, we went to relax with summa ARBY'S FOOD. CURLY FRIES AND MOZZERELLA STIKCS. So Henry tried feeding me, and he decided to let the curly fry dangle. It was very hot. LOL. and if yu guys know me, I'm extremely sensitive when it comes to eating hot foods. Which I find surprising, since I take like 200 degrees of hot water when I take bubble baths.. But anyways! It burned the hell out of me D: I wonder if he thought I was exagerrating about the pain. Huney, if yu think I was being overrdramatic, [ bkos it kinda looked like he did o.o ] I WASN'T. I CYBER PINKY PROMISEE! D: and yea, after wards, my lips were all burned, but I continued eating :D I was fine in like a min. and then it kinda stung after that, so we went to Starbucks for some PASSION FRUIT LEMONADE. I was trying to get wuht Cindy ordered that day we went to great mall. But I couldn't get it! I couldn't figure out wuht flavor it was. -_- Then we took 9348209482 pictures, and his parents dropped me off. Everything I bought, and Henry bought, they couldn't believe it was so cheap. They thought that Henry just barrowed money from me, and that I'm rich. -_- LOL.

So Then On Friday, I went to Henrys. More steak :D I was very sleepy. I fell asleep while he was... "reading and business-ing" LOL. And then we watched a little t.v. and then went to the hammock and relaxed together, it was soo comfy. I miss him already.

I know that we are more than just FRIENDS. and I know I LOVE him. But, lately, it feels like, best friend. Like Why does he feel like a best friend lately? It's like on and off during the days. It's weird. But I will get over it, nothing to worry about :D..

I'm tired. Henry hasn't called. I think I'm going to give up and go nightnigth!

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Rethinking.

So I did some rethinking. And to put at least SOME hip hop into the tradtional. I calculated that we'd need approximately 1 mins and 38 secs. I'm still trying to tone it down..

]:< ANGRY FROWNY FACE!

As you can see by this picture I've drawn, I am VERY angry.
Just ignore the little hearts and such -_-

First, they randomly tell us that the dance has to be traditional. And I recall signing up for HIP HOP like 6 months ago. So I'm like "DAMN." But then, it's okay, we're putting traditional at the beginning, and then going on to the hip hop routine we've been practicing since forever. Then, they decide to tell us we only have 3 mins. WTF. It's like they're just TRYING to cut us out of the whole performance! This is when I lose it, bkos yunnoe wuht? it HAS to be traditional, so there's like no way we can cut that out. meaning, we have just cut out the hip hop part. the part that we've been working on for so hard, and I was looking forward to performing. Omg. I'm so ticked and bummed out. Wtf? Why couldn't we know about it sooner. Seems like we just wasted those months. It's another one of those times when I look forward to something, and it goes horribly wrong.. I'm tired of this thing happening, why does it keep happening?

I don't even want to do the traditional, it's supposed to be fun and make memories, but c'mon? The only fun I had was working with the HIP HOP PPL, with OUR routine. I mean, I feel so left out with the other ones. I try, but it doens't work quite well. Damnit. ITS THE FUCKING LAST RALLY. DUMBASSES. Why the fkc would yu make the last rally of the schoolyear limited to fkcing tradtional dances? Wuht. the. fuck. it's fkcing stupid ass sht. No wonder no one at the school is motivated to doing stuff. Quite frankly, I'm blaming racism. She wasn't ever really nice to me, and it doens't really seem like she's nice to my teacher either. Racism. Every freaking time we watch their porformances, it's WAY more than 3 fkcing mins. Stupid ass. sht. I'm so fkcing pissed.


So fucking tired of bullsht from this fucking school. Wuht the fuck????? I feel like transferring. It's just bullsht here that I don't want to deal with anymore. I'm trying to keep calm and all. Not working, as yu can see. And my teacher feels sympathy and blah blah but she doesn't really understand wuht WE were going through. Yu can never understand it unless yu and going through it. NOW. AT THAT TIME. Yu can try to recall how yu felt, it won't be the same. The only way to understand 100% is to go through it at the same time. Fuck. I feel like blowing off money shopping again.




I'm still scared of the red eye-d peeker ghost. ]: btw.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Sheri is like an airplane attack!

Note To Self: I was attacked by flying airplanes tonight.

Yeah, So I was laying in bed, when out of nowhere, this car starts honking, so I look out my window, and I see these two airplanes cross by each other, and in the middle, and oddly twinkling star. And then, another airplane. o_o following the same road as the first one, and then, after that airlane disappeared, ANOTHER ONE! I thought we were like being bombed or something, I got freaked out, bkos I watched "Pearl Harbor," and yea. I was freaked out bkos the airplanes kept coming! There were like 7 or 6 or so going in the same line! I was so freaked out! Now I'm on the phone, doing a survey with Sheri, and she tried convincing me that it was just testing planes. and she's saying I will have fun reading the survey. She kept writing random answers I did not say.


NOW TIME TO POST DR.TRAN!

:DDDDD!!

:D LOLL

Summer Days


I Took That ^ :D

Blogspot is being lame again! Omgaaawsh! But Anyways, So Yesterday I went with Annie to go shopping a little, I wanted to try on the Demi Bra at victoria secret, it was low-rise, but looked very comfy :D But I didn't get to D:

It's okay though, bkos I went to forever and got a cute expensive shirt ;] Which I'm still debating whether or not I really think it's worth it..

So I went to school, and it was okay. I was Hungry, Henry got me a yummy hot pocket :D Artichoke and spinach :D My faborite! Even though it might sound gross! it was yummy. Then today we found out that our dance wasn't supposed to be hip hop. Goody. Now we're attempting to put in some traditional. Why would yu make the last rally o the year cultural? THAT IS SO FXUPING STOOPID. Ferreal. Man, i'm still like, "Yu barely tell us NOW?" about it.

But yea. Sooo. I'm done. Gna go take a nap, I hope it won't be for too long. I kinda want more hot pocket by the way. o_o I hope tomarro is chilly like it was today :D We're practicing after school so yea!

Monday, May 18, 2009

4am in the Morning.



Omg, I can't sleep. Insomnia much? So while I was laying in bed or the past 4 hours, not getting sleep, I decided to blog, maybe to put my mind at ease. It's four am in the morning. I was thinking about alternative Endings to our routine the whole time. I'm thinking of after the viet boy part, we all run into different parts of the gym with our partners, and we do some really Crazy Fast dancing, then it slows down into a calm song, where we do a little something (Mine's and Hunney's can be cute ;D ) and then we take a bow. I'm also thinking, when the transition from the fast to the slow song. We should all do a roll off. Like Henry spins, and then I spin, and Then the next person, the next person, and the last pair at the same time :D And then it goes into the slow song. I'm probly gna tell them this tomarro. But I'm trynna ease my mind. I was also trynna learn how to do the really awesome Dance from "Boys and Girls with Short hair." Just that one part I really liked. :D Just for kicks, not to jack. Nebber!

So Anyways, On Friday We went to the "battle of the tribes," We saw Steffi! She finally met lorenz in person :D How cute. Lorenz was all excited and everything! He also paid Me and Henry 5 dollars each oth go o_o [ Noo! We didn't keep it, the 5's were for the tickets to go in. ] It ticked me off at first, and how freaking strict they were. Michael hadda throw his shirt on a bush, maxjohn got his hat taken away, and we all lost our water bottles. It was also FRIGGEN HOT IN THERE. But it was fun :D So then, I saw Steffi, Michelle, Chris, Tony, and Dustin, but it was way too crowded and hot and I couldn't say hi to them. But maybe next time :D

On Saturday I went out with Cindy, gosh she's cute. I'm so going to buy her a tortilla. Randomly, LOL bkos she always pops out with something for me at the mall. it was fun that day. I met Elvis, and offer him "Turn me on" Underwear. Then Brian came, and it got a little awkward. Bkos I dind't wna annoy the couple or anything. I got kinda quiet after that. Brian is somewhat intimidating, just bkos he's so quiet around me. o_o makes me feel like he might bite my head off. LOL NOT IN A BAD WAY CINDY! So yea, that was cut short, but it was still fun, and I still miss Cindy alot!

Today, well technicly yesterday, since it's morning time. -_- I went to the movies with Sheri, saw "Ghosts of Girlfriend's past" Yea, I liked it a lot! Haha Cute! We also saw SUPER CR3W! They said they loved us :D Well, Sheri, bkos she screamed "I LOVE YO" and they said "ILY TOO!" and yea, LOL I took a stalker pic, but we shoulda ran up there and asked for a picture, but my mom was rushing us in the car. We licked ice cream slowly at random staring ppl. And Sheri made a Chola ice cream face :D Gosh, today was much needed, bkos I mish her obber mucho muchos! And then we went to Michael's bifday party, and we saw Dustin! I cracked up at the "Boom Chika Boom Boom" Game, and we played a little badminton :D Then we went back to my house, and sang "I'm Yours" :D Then she went home, I called Henry. And Now I'm here 4am, trying to sleep. o_o

Wuht A Great Few Days :D

Stalker Super Cr3w Picture :D


Sheri's Little Cholo Ice cream :D

Sunday, May 17, 2009

500 Days Of Summer.



[ I saw this on Annie's Blog, so I wanted to make too! =) ]

1) Go to the Beach and watch the sunset.
2) Lay underwater without freaking out
3) Bake something really extravagant
4) Lay down outside and look at the stars.
4.5) Lay on a roof/mountain/somewhere high! and look at the stars.
5) Dance together somewhere romantic,
6) Try new games and restaurants
7) Make some new friends
7.5) Have a Date Day with Best Friends!
8) DYE HAIR.
9) Create a new fashion
10) Finish watching a drama together
11) Take studio pictures :)
12) Have one day with him, all to myself
13) Swim under a reef with goggles!
14) Find a buried treasure.
14.5) Bury a treasure :)
15) Name something we'll always remember.
15.5) Take a picture with what we named!
16) Walk down a romantic street holding hands, and hot chocolate :D
17) Go somewhere snowy, just to sit down by a fire and cuddle
18) CONQUER MY FEAR OF RAGING WATERS!
19) Make a necklace of seashells from the beach.
20) Carve our names on a tree,
21)Fall asleep with the phone on long enough to say, "Good Morning".
22) Discover Magic.
23) Actually be surprised about a surprise!
24) Watch some fireworks together.
25) GO ON THE SKY DIVER AGAIN!
26) Have a spa day with the best of the best!
27) Have a summer job!
28) Go to some type of new amusement park
29) Community service! <333
30) Do the "unspeakable".

*More coming later!

**MOST IMPORTANT GOAL)SPEND THE MAJORITY OF THE TIME WITH S.H.A Sheri Henry And Annie!! :D Shut up Annie! You're not last bkos I love yu less! LOL I KNOW YOU'RE THINKING THAT! I just put it like that to make it sound cool! :D Oh, It could also be H.A.S. :D .. Sha sounds better. LOL

I MEEEEES YU SHERAAAI!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Where'd yu go?

Lets see. Today I talked to Henry on the phone, ate a lot. Took a shower. Was supposed to go to gmall with Smiley, we were gna go to Victoria Secret and LUSH, so I could buy a huge bubble bomb, but she canceled, she couldn't go D: her mommy wouldn't let her.

But I txt Cindy, and she was at eastridge, and since I was gna go to either gmall or eastridge, she invited me to go. On the way there I discovered I was crashing her friend's bday mall thing. Joy. LOL but I got there and Cindy picked me up, it was only me and her :D we went to victoria secret, she got me underwear without me realizing ( How does she do that?! ) and then I met Elvis (Crashed his bday) and his friend, uh I forgot his name o_o. They were both pretty nice. I ran around looking for cheap stuff while Cindy was catching up with them :D Then the boys left with a group, and me and Cindy went shopping for Brian at Anchor blue. I found a whole buncha stuff Henry would loved on sale. Poor dear, out having a wonderful time instead of bargain shopping with me D: I feel bad for him! Lol jk. So aftet Brian picked us up. it was kinda awkward bkos yea, I felt all 3rd-wheelish. So I was pretty quiet most of the time, and probly seemed snobby. But really I just didn't wanna be rude! D: So they dropped me off at my house, and I ended up here. Where I continued to whine about the hot weather. LOL

It's s freaking hot. I wish I owned a pool. We coulda if we bought that house a long time ago D: but It's for the best. Bkos I have Henry :D


So Anyways, I feel kinda sad. Where have my best friends gone? Everytime I'm asking them it's like "Oh sorry, I'm out with "insert many friend names here" And I know it's bkos they have lives and everything. But It makes me sad. Like, they all pick one day to "relax" with me. But is that all I am to them? Like, just a person yu go to when all the other friends are too fun? A Back up friend? I don't really feel like a best friend to them anymore. I feel like a vacation. ]: I don't wanna be like someone they just go see bkos they have nothing better to do. I wanna be a best friend that IS the better thing to do! But I'm not. I'm the "alternative."

I''m not trying to say they're throwing me away, that they're treating me cruelly or anything. I just really miss them. I mean,c'mon. I really miss Sheri. She's busy all the time, I'm intimidated to call her. and I'm horrible at txting, I hardly ever remember to check my phone. It feels like, it was a fairytale back then. I miss her. a lot. I feel so lonely when I think about it. I want friends, I want close friends. But Wuht I want the most is my best friends back. I want my best friends to FEEL like my best friend. I don't feel too important to them. Everytime I read Annie's blog, it's like a whole buncha names I can't even remember. Idk. it's not that I don't wanna be with them. But I just don't wna ask them, bkos I get turned down. I usually wait for them to call me to make plans, bkos thats just how it works. Seee wuht I mean? I feel like a back up.


Is looking for a pool, and a reason to feel loved.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Feeeling Sickkk.

How many tissues have I used today? Omg, I felt SO sick. I wanted to cry in the morning, like seriously. It felt so tirering, and I was moody from the groggy, non-sleepness. And I felt sore, and my head hurt, my nose kept running ALL day, I have somewhat of a cough.

I'm sure I don't have swine flu. -_- But anyways, today was our one year and 3 months! I'd like to say it did go well. The morning I was just horrible though. But I got through the rest of the day so me and Henry could spend time together after school :D Yay! We went to subway, cuddled a bit. I think we're going to fantastics. I felt SO much better when I was around him. I mean, still sick, but SO much better when I got to be alone with no iteruptions from his friends, and look into his face without having to say "nothing wrongs. IM OKAY. HUNNEY ]:!!" Bkos lately, One of us is sad. Usually me, and then yea. My nose is all running. But I feel a widdle better. I got better at badmiton today :D i could actually like hit it back and keep up and somewhat sorta game. I noticed I scare off people when I'm mad. Haha. Cool. lol just the annoying ones.

So lets see, I'm scary. and sick feeling. And a sore loser. o_o Hm, I'm attractive! So, im gna continue to blow my nose now.

WHY ISN'T ANYONE RESPONDING TO MY HOMEWORK QUESTION. IM SAD D:

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

]: Frowny Face.

It's one day before the 14th. I'm excited about it, crap. Damn. Why do I have to look forward to it? Now it's gna end up bad. Bkos I always have this tendency to have bad luck when I'm looking forward to something. Damn, Damn, Damn.

Why have we been having not such good days lately? When was the last good day? Friday? I mean I'm starting to get used to not seeing him in the weekends. I don't wna be, but damn, I'm getting used to it. He's either doing being forced off to something with his family, or when he's actually home. Having to do some very-late homework. And I know for a fact that if he doesn't turn in such late assignments, he'd get a bad grade. Bad grade = Bad for Henry. Bad for Henry = Bad For Sherry. So always ask him "Have yu started on it yet? :D" and he tells me "No." How late is it gna be hunney? You're going to be working on it all the time. the homework is just going to pile. I just wish that he'd just start doing it already, I don't wna tell him "I want you to finish so you can have a good grade, and I can spend time with yu on the weekends again." But yunnoe wuht? It's true. But I can't tell him that, I want him to think for himself. Does he realize that not doing homework ahead means not seeing Sherry? Does he realize this? Or does he just not want to see me?

Well, there's been a lot of things that I want to tell him, but I'm not bkos I want him to decide it for himself. ]: I don't wna have to make everything obvious just so he could see it. I don't wna have to tell him that I want to see him, for him to wna see me, and then work harder. I want him to work harder bkos he wants to see me!

It's tough being the one at home. is this how being married feels? Husband is always out somewhere, yu don't get to spend time together? The actually time together is not "right"? or doesn't go veryw ell?

I'm gna need someone to convince me that there's a brighter side to the darkness ]:

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

BIG LIFECHANGING NEWS

Our phone wasn't working, so we got someone to fix it and everything, but when they disconnected it to fix the phone, the internet stopped working D: It killed my friend episode watching!

I'm blogging on Microsoft word, and I'll put it on blogspot when the internet comes back. Now I know why everyone tells me that my blog is informational. O.o Why the hell do yu need to know where I'm typing? ROFL. Well, Microsoft word is not a good thing for blogging, it keeps correcting my spelling errors. -_-

.. I just had a weird vision of a "Nerd Gone Bad," Having a great day trying to be evil by adding words like fvmlksmv to his Microsoft dictionary. LOL See? Now that’s how we become evil folks.

So I'm eating more of the mushroom thing :D It's yummy, but I doubt that it's healthy. And I can feel the "heat" of the food! Nong Nguoi Qua! I'm getting pimples! D: I need more salad and veggies! So, time for the big news of the day….


I PASSED THE SWIM TEST!!!!!!

Mr. Bruce is now the bestest freaking P.E. teacher in the whole word :D DAMNIT MICROSOFT! I DON'T WNA CORRECT BESTEST D:
Anyways! So Me and Michaal and Jiggilo went to the school pool afterschool. ROFL that was a funny sounding sentence, but anyways, we went to practice for the swim test, and maybe if I got the hang of it, I'd actually attempt the swim test. 15 mins went by, and it was now or never. Well actually now or tomarro, but you get the point. I was still tired from practicing, and I had foot cramps! ( Sherry went overboard trynna swim right -_- ) But I decided just to TRY the test, hoping to pass, but not really thinking I would. I was just really concerned about drowning. O_o But hey, why think about drowning when you're grade is on the line! *sarcasm*

So I did it, I hopped in! And I swam up and treaded for 10 slow seconds! Yet actually, the treading was very easy, I was relaxed, and treading is a helluva lot easier in the deep pool than the narrow pool! So then I swam, I'm doing good, kinda tired but not so much that I'd drown, then Bruce tells me to get on my back and float. THANK GOD. It was easy. Floating is the only thing I can do proudly. So I floated so a while, relaxed. And then Bruce told me to swim back to where I started. I couldn't like stop floating and then like turn around. So I turned around while I was still floating. ROFL. I went in a circle above water :D Then I started swimming again, this is when it got tirering. I was thinking "Damnit. I'm tired! I CAN MAKE ITTT!!" And I was trying like super hard. I was thinking how long this was taking when Bruce says, "Okay, you passed."


YESSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I was so happy! I tried jumping for joy, but my arms and legs felt like Jello. I'm not a very strong swimmer. But I can swim to survive :D lol. AND MICHAAL JUMPED IN AND SWAM TO THE TOP, AND EVEN TREADED :D I'm proud of him! And I'm so freaking happy that I past the swim test! Lol. I feel accomplished! I wonder if the dude has succeeded in fixing the phone o_o I'm bored, and I wna watch friends..


Hunney bunney! I Love You! I hope you're doing well with your family ]: let me know if yu need any help with homework! I'll help yuuu!

Speaking of Homework, I got lots. That I don't even really know how to do. I wasn't paying much attention in class today. I also have a Lab report to do, and I gta fold the towering basket of clothes in my room o_o BYEBYE!!

Saturday, May 9, 2009

At Annie's :D

So Today was a fun day, tiring, and then not tiring, and then exciting, and then funny. And then calm, :D and then fatass. And then more calm!

Annie is folding her fabrics to make necklaces. I like the current one she's working on :D It's sooooo pretty! So anyways, Im tired. and calm. And Horny. LOL jk. This is just for Annie's humor when she reads this.


I dislike her laptop! I got used to "Shift+Enter" to skip a line. Now it's just Enter! D: Lol. So today, a dog at H&M liked me. ROFL. it was hitting on me. It kept on looking at me, and then it turned around, looked at me, and stuck out it's tounge in and out super fast D: Perverted dog! LOL I bet it wanted to like, put a V in front of it's mouth! D:



Annie's Naked. :D LOL.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Full Moon :)

No, not really! I just finished watching all of "Full Moon Wo Sagashite," Yes, it is an anime Annie. LOL. Don't keel meee! Omg, it was so cute. It was an anime I used to watch. I don't know why some people HAVEN'T watch it! I mean, it's just SO cute. It's adorable! it made me cry, and smile :) I miss Henry Oobers! I wonder which couple do I love more? Wollie + Simon, or Takuto + Mitsuki? LOl. I'm such a dork.

So, Me and Henry made up, or got over it. Once again! And well honestly, we didn't really "discuss" anything, just got over it. So I'm hoping it won't happen soon, or at all, but I doubt it. ]:

Well I'm kind of scared to say this, bkos something bad ALWAYS happen when I say things like this. But I'm really look foreward to spending some time with Henry tomarrow! Hopefully, the day will be good. I wna say "I will try my best to make it a good day!" But, c'mon. Everytime I say something like that, it's like the world of horrible luck is trynna kill me ): Sad really, I have horrible luck, and not much hope left resting in my heart.

But Still, I'm creating some new hope, that tomarrow will be good. Bkos I miss Hunney Bunney! So much. ]]]]]:



I really gta buy new pants. btw. LOL. I'm so damn tired of "Blue Jeans." Auugh. I'm also hoping that maybe me and Henry can stop by target for a while, maybe I can get some mother's day shopping xD... best I could do on a friday!

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Ah my head D:

So today was okay. I know something bad happened, but my head is killing me D: it hurts when ever I stand up to fast. and then it goes away, and comes back. Augh. it's killing me. I can't really focus.

Way too much "creative" Work in Vietnamese. Which I cannot remember. i don't understand why we don't have time in class to work on Finals, but instead we are being piled with more blah.


I can't think. ouch. my head. Augh. Bye. Bye.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Knight in Shining Armor.

You keep on coming back, hoping that one day the train will go back to the track.
-Knight in Shining Armor, Rod Michael.

So lets see, Vietnamese homework was hard, I dind't have a mood to attempt trying it. My answers really make no sense. I've been tired lately, yet we don't even have homework. I know I should be trynna finisht he homework projects that I currently have, but I'm so tired I can't really focus on it. It requires artwork and ect. I can't really. uh o_o yeah. Im not in the creative mood anymore. Maybe I should make it like a comic strip? But who knows. LOL The thing that we have to draw pictures, like wth? I can't draw.

So yea, Migrane. I'm using my hair product from CHI that I bought, but I have no idea wuht it does or wuht do I do with it. I'm running outta things to do with my hair also. I need a new style o_o Hm, how should I dress for the next few days? Doens't look like it's going back to the cold. It's been clear and FREAKING HOT lately. Blah.

So I'm happy. That I'm month-ly normal again :D HAHA. Though the side-effects and cramps are something that great. But oh well. Paranoia is gone for now!

Something's wrong with my homephone. Some type of weird buzzing soung. o_o that won't go away. is it our signal? Hm.

Well Lets see, I'm gna get back to trynna draw something for the project. I have to make a children's book. it's hot. Bad hair. need new clothes. Hm.


Oh, and I was super moody today, and I guess I got mad towards Henry and treated him unfairly, I'm sorry bout that hunney. ]: I can't blame anything but myself. Well, I'm being a dork again, in times like these I should really be appreciating every sec that I have. But I can't seem to do that. it's hard. Things keep ruining my "APRRECIATE" mood! Like The days I wna be with him, and talk, ppl interrupt us and he talks to them. or he walks forgets and goes to talk to other people. I can't ruin his fun, but it kinda ruins my hope. and it makes me not want to try anymore.



WHY THE FUCK DOES ILLONOIS KEEPC ALLING?!?!?!?!

Monday, May 4, 2009

Heee! :)

Today is quite a good day! Tirering? Yes, quite! Had a nice day at school, pretty relaxing, i guess, and had some practice after school. We're finally getting somewhere :D All we really gta do is finish the routine so we can finally get some "In - Sync" practicing for the last week or so. I reaaaally wna all get in sync. :D I think me And Demi and pretty close? Well My head's been hurting all day. arrg. I hope I don't have swine flu!

Me and mommy went to Target to buy some things. I bought nail polish :D Nail polish remover :D Shampoo and conditioner :D and also "Chi, Straight Gaurd" creme. I'm currently testing it out, I wonder how it'll work o_o

I ALSO BOUGHT CHOCOLATE! CHOCOLOVE CHOCOLATE AND OMG IT'S SOOO YUMMMMY! Like At first it was "hmm," but then! AHH It made me feel oobers better :D then somehow I've retrieved the headache once again. Do I have hw? Idk. I can not really focus right now bkos my head hurts. But I'm bring the chocolate for Henry tomarro :D



I'm currently trynna Forest-green-tip my nails. Very slopily I might add. But hey, doesn't look too bad :D LOL It looks very funny close up, but not that bad from far away :D

LOL. HEEEEHEEE. CHOCOLTE!

Sunday, May 3, 2009

HunneyBunney :]

2008 ............................. 2009

To HunneyBunney!




BLOGSPOT IS GAY! ]:<

So i noticed part of my blog from yesterday was missing something, so I tried to fix it, and when I tried to fix it most of wuht I put got erased! LIKE WTF. I was so mad. It erased my memories ]:< !!!

So I had a dream that Sang was moving, and then he like found me while I was alone and sad or something, and then he confessed to me that he liked me o.o Then I wake up and go on myspace, and there is a new picture comment from him. o_o strange.


But I will now be attempting to fix my blog again. and try to retrace wuht happened on friday. STUPIF BLOGSPOT!


BYEBYE!

Saturday, May 2, 2009

W.H.T.B.B.E?!

^^upthere^^ WHO HAS THE BESTEST BOYPREND EVER???! No skeez, not you. I DO! :)

So I was awoken today by Annie, (Sorry Hunney. xD She called me first) asking how does she wash white clothes? o.o So I decided to Go work out a bit from 9:30 - 10:something. And the funny part was. I usually shower for about 30-40 Mins. So I think Right when I got in the shower, is when Henry first called me. So I finished my super relaxing shower, and right when I got out and checked my fone. "21 MISSED CALLS?!" Yup. All from Henry! Including 3 new voicemails! LOL No no, don't be thinking he's a stalker. It's bkos he knows I always pick up his fone calls, even in the shower! So He thought I was like, having a ceisure or something o_o LOL I called him back, and he went crazy with questions. "ARE YU OKAY? WHERE HAVE YU BEEN? ARE YU HURT?" LOL He's sooo cute! :D Now to some ppl, they hate that kinda thing. I find it absolutely adorable :D Don't think I went missing for 10 mins and he went crazy like this. He called on and off from 10:13 - 10:46. -_- Yea, he thought I was dead. LOL I found this OOBER cute, bkos I was missing him alot, and he's just so fxuping adorable!

But anyways! This blog is not about the 1 in a half hours that I went "missing" from Henry. It's about Yesterday! :D

So I woke up yesterday morning with my braids. I was upset bkos my hair wasn't as pretty as the day before. LOL but I got over it. Then I can't excatly remember wuht happened after that, but 3rd period, we watched a movie! About an "english" boy. Henry was so far awaaay D: ! Then 4th period, we played.. Hockey? did we play hockey? wth did we do? o.o Then Lunch we went to the volleyball game. Wuht I thought would happen, happened. The boys beat the girls, the girls were somewhat unorganized (varsity + JV) and they were starting to get mad. Makes me both glad I didn't play, and "man I wish I played." But 5th period, I made Michaaal read the erotic parts of my book :D Holocaust movie had a happy ending! Yay! And then we went to 6th. Practiced a little. Me and Demi and a little bit more in-sync. Jullian wouldn't cooperate. -_- lol. I threatened to kiss her! Henry's a cutie. Henry's a cutie. Henry's a cutieeee! We played Hangman together :D after I beated him in tictactoe ;D [why do they call it tictactoe?] I learned today that yu can not use numbers in hangman o_o How lame! LOL I mean if yu were to add numbers, it'd just be adding 9 new options to the 26 of the alphabet right? :D LOl. But after we went home to his house. His mommy liked my hair :D it's her birthday today! Happy Birthday Co "Cuc"! :D [Pronounced Cuh-oop, not Cuh-Uc. -_-] So Henry made a super wonderful meal for the two of us :D I couldn't help much. D: But then we sat back and watched some t.v. Yes, I do admit that a LITTLE bit, like 5% I felt like "Ah D: He's ignoring me" But that was only bkos it was a good movie! But yunnoe, When I'm with Henry I want to be super involved, so I guess I'm not much of a movie person? But it was a pretty good movie, I think it'd be a good way to relax at the end of the day :D While he was super into it, peeling "cuties" I took pictures from bordom :D Of how into he was. LOL But then I got back into the movie. I have the attention span of a 4 year old. it's on and off. There was a type of romance scene in the movie, where Henry asked me to dance with him, I was kinda like embarrassed to do it bkos his mommy was right there, but I'm glad he pulled me into it, bkos he took me away to a place his mom couldn't see, and I could stare at his gorgeous eyes :] and kiss him! Love you Hunney! Then afterrrr. Hm. I think Henry's dad came home, and we ate. SO MUCH STEAK-LIKE MEAT + RANCH! < 3 Then, we did a lot that day, it's hard to trace it all. o_o We played piano, :] He's a pro. He beat me in 13, I beat him in speed ;D He won one time outta 384729 LOL JKEED HUNNEY. *cough* he did *cough* LOL We played volleyball with a balloon. Had a very nice game of slapjack :D and then attempted to make a card tower but it collasped D:


So then we sat on the coucccch :D After he chased me around a bit. We began reminiscing about the old days, who we used to think was cute and such. He used to think a lot of girls were cute *twitch* thats wuht we were talking about, old crushes and such. and it made me feel less special to him D: like, "Wuht if one of those girls asked him before he asked me? D:" But then I got over it, bkos I got him now, and thats all that matters :D. .. Im still curiously burning bout it though. LOL. his parents were somewhat arguing D: I was worried. Then we went home, I said bye to his mommy, and she was smiling, so it made me feel better, but his dad seemed irritated/tired/sad/mad/idk. D: In front of my house were two older teenagers, smoking. I was kinda scared to have to go around them. o_o Henry's car didn't leave until like 5 mins after I was in my house. LOL I wonder if they were watching me :D

But right after I was still tired. I had been tired allllll day. so i fell asleep right away. :D



Now I'm gna go eat and then FINALLY finish my book report! Jeeesusssss!

I LOVE HENRY!!!!! :D I Love You Hunney! I hope things stay this way D: No more drama for a while?