Wednesday, October 1, 2008

So i'm thinking,

Well, i'm still pretty sure that I do not wanna be the one to make up with Annie. So yea, buht who knows, i was very mad, buht i guess i "overreacted". Or just went too public with my overreactions? Buht i dnt take anything i said bkc, maybe the bad language and stuff, buht everything else i keep and i'd burn into my right arm. fsho.

I'm starting to wonder if anyone knows Annie the way I do. In fact, do people know a lot of people the way I do? Like the people that yu guys know, i've known another way. its weird, its like, they tell me things like "I think you're the only one that knows this side of me" and its funny, bkos people like that treat me a whole different way then anyone else. Some treat me really nice, buht others, who i get closests too treat me in a whole different way that no one would believe if i told them. Why is that? Man.

How can they say how much they love me and how much I know them one day, and just treat me like sht the others? Pmsing, calling wuhtever. Buht I just wish they'd at least treat or show the other people this side. I hate being the only one to deal with it. the whole "i dnt wanna tell and bother other people thing." does that give them the excuse to bitch off at me just bkos im the only one that really "knows" them? Man. Bs.


Some people I love so much, even though I barely even talk to them. Sheri<3 Cindy<3 Nancy<3 Phillium<3 Gino<3 Vjay<3

I barely get to talk to them at all anymore, sometimes we dnt feel close at all, buht its like, when christmas comes around they're the first i think about getting a present for.

And of course, The love of my life, who i can't live a day without having contact with: Henry<333

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