Monday, March 22, 2010

Boy oh Boy do I need to get this off my mind.

First of all, I feel like I should private this. How do I do that again? I feel really stupid having people read this. How do I make it un-followable?

Hm, where to start.
Boy, I Miss You.
I'm not saying I need you. I'm not saying my life is damn miserable without you, I'm not clinging to you because I feel that I have no one else.
I just really, really miss you. You. No other reason, just you.

What can I say?
I'm so happy that we're still good friends. I'm so happy that we can still talk on the phone and have a good time together.
But I don't know. Maybe this is just the "getting over you" talking.
I really miss that quality time we used to have. Where it seemed like there was nothing else going on in the world. Where I could just relax from everything.
It always seems like something is going on, homework, stress, friends, crowds.
Lately all I've really wanted was just some one on one time with you.
Not even as a couple. Ah. I don't know what I want.

I'm really confused.
But honestly, don't worry about me.
Don't feel this sudden urge to call because you think I want you to! Haha, silly boy.
I'm fine, honest. I'm not miserable or anything.
I just really miss you is all.
I just, needed to get that off my chest.

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