What is so wrong with me? What is so horrible about me, that you'd do anything to escape from me?
Why don't you want to spend time with me, like how I want to be with you? )': I want to cry my eyes out.
I'm tired of wanting to be with you.
When you couldn't care less whether or not I was in the room.
You don't want me around, so why so I keep chasing you?
I want to be with you SO much, but it doesn't mean anything, does it?!
That's IT.
From now on, because you want to be able from me SO much. I'll just leave you alone then.
I won't try to make plans with you. I won't expect you to call or stay with me. I wish tomorrows schedule was everyday so I wouldn't burden you with my presence.
I wanted YOU. Not your pity. Don't stay with me because I'd be sad/mad if you didn't. Leave me be sad or mad, leave me to get over it. Bkos I don't want to be with someone who doesn't want to be with me.
I kept saving good opportunities to spend time with you, and you kept using those same opportunities to get away from me.
I understand why people go on "deleting" sprees after a break up, so forgive me from erasing you everywhere.
As of now, I'll erase the Henry I knew long ago. Erase him all. You're a new person to be me, and if you want a spot in my heart, you're going to have to make one. I will not, make one for you.
There you have it. I'll leave you alone now. And sure, I'll be around you, in our little group of friends. But I'll make sure that "Sherry" never bothers you again.
No more hugs. No more late night conversation. No more desperate little girl wanting to spend time with you.
Have a good life, and farewell.
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