I Can Bike Downhill :D

I LOVEEE YOU HENRYYY!
I MISS YOU SHERAAAAI!
WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU ANNIEE?
DO COMMUNITY SERVICE WITH ME VJAY!
CONTACT ME NANCY + CINDY! :D
YOU ARE ASIAN SMILEY!
This is in no particular order, it was just wuht came to my mind, a little shoutout to the people I'd like to see the most this summer :D

So Anyways, yesterday i went to volleyball, had a meeting with varsity, and started practicing with JV. Felt sick to my stomach after doing the bench jumps. D: I felt like my stomach was folding into my lungs. It was like the feeling of being carsick, except less dizzy!

I went home, reserved an interview for financial aid and such, then I showered and went to target with my mom. DIDN'T get to pierce my ears. -_- Walked around trying fo like 15 mins. Gave up, went home with mommy. Maybe it wasn't meant to be?

Today! I woke up, was scared of going back to volleyball, drinking water made me feel all car sick-ish. I think I was jumping too much yesterday? Starved until 2pm. Ate for the first time, talked to Cutie on the phone. Missed him terribly! By the time he got back, it was too late for my mom to drive me to his house, or anywhere near it ]: I missed him so much. We talked on the phone and watched Friends episodes at the same time :D Then Maxjohn came, and dropped off my bike. OMFG ILY MAXJOHN! [ As a friend, er, dad. Er, wth are yu again? LOL ] I was so excited, and I decided I missed Henry WAY too much, and got changed and rode off :D At first, it was WAY too tall. yelled at my brother for breaking it. Brother made it shorter, but it was still too tall. Daddy punched the seat and made it even shorter :D Yay! It was perfect! Then I rode off, from My house to Henry's house, it takes 30 mins walking, with the bike, it took me 15 :D YAY! Omg, it was SO scary. I was riding downhill most of the time. and I kept on going on the breaks, I was so freaked out that I would crash. I like ruined the bottom of my shoes trynna stop it this one time at a stoplight. -_-

I liked my outfit today :D it was really like, casual, but cute. I had my bangs put away, bkos they looked funny today, so it was poofed and pinned back. Then I wore a black tank top and my bright yellow shirt that Annie got for me. I wore my black dickies shorts, and my black high boots. :] It looked cute. I also had my fake glasses ;D I thought I looked like a stylish boxcutter :D OH YEAAAH <333 LOVE!

So I reached Henry's house, we hugged for SUCHH a long time! I misshed him SO FREAKING MUCH! And we'd only been away for 2 days! Actually, 2 days is a lot. -_- So then, we hugged, ate hotdog. Then we watched some America's funniest home videos. Henry's dad came home. We watched Friends :D Laughed, then ate veggie food. Henry's Mom: "Veggi-table" like Tay-ble. LOL It was cute :D Then we went to Painter elementary to play some vball :D I saw we owned Henry's dad! And we were just goofing off. Went back to his house, sat, watched Harry Potter, snuck many secret kisses, attempted to flip eggs, it went very well :D
Went home, Hugged Henry really tight, said thank yu to his dad for the drive home, and waved until I got into my house. :]

Now I'm here blogging, and wanting more food :D I hope Silver is okay D: Silver = My bike. I MISS YU SILVER! LOL. Gosh, I'm such a loser ;D

CLICK CLICK CLICK!

CLICK CLICK CLICK!
Sheri is gone until July 6th. ]: it was nice talking to her on aim :D But, I mees her D: I thought we coulda maybe had another uly 4th thing this year. Dye Hair, have a marathon of some comedy show, have Sheri hide her hair in my PGA hat. IT WAS FUN! D: Lol. Sheri, You know I miss you <3 style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51); font-weight: bold;" size="4">More detail on that:
I went to sleep around like 2. I was talking to Chris on aim about random stuff like hair, clothes, dancing. LOL. He's a cool kid. Then I left him for Henry :D Sorry Chris ;] Me and Henry had a nice conversation, but he got into an argument and turned off without saying bye D: I stayed up waiting for him to call back after, but after a while I gave up and tried to sleep.

Then in the morning, I woke up to the sound of my cell phone. Sang was calling o_o. It was like 10am, i was drowsy. He told me he got me the application for Jamba Juice. Omg, he ACTUALLY went and got me the application! I wasn't really like super serious! I told him I was tired, and I'd try waking up in an hour. And hour later at 11. like excatly 11. he called me again. Said he was outside my street. ROFL. Omggg this guy is craaazaaaay ;D I rolled in bed like "OMG. NO WARNING D:" I was in my pjs. So I dragged myself into the bathroom, and slowly washed my face, brushed my teeth, put on vaseline and changed. I just picked up clothes off teh floor and put on my hat to hide my bed hair :D I love berrets! So accesible! So I went outside, and he was wating on his bike. I STILLL can not believe this guy went ALL THE WAY to my house, to give me an application! LOL. I am looking foreward to seeing him have his first gf. :D Well, maybe he has? His first girlfriend since I've known him? So yeah, it was awkward. Like, I didn't know wuht to talk about, after like 10 mins of me reading the application, he decided it was time to go, and I stole his bike to ride around for a while :D It's short, I like it :D Cept, it's hard to ride on it with tight jeans. o_o Then he left, and I went back home and decided to look for other applications.

SHOPPING LIST!:
-More Dvd's to watch at Home:
1) Cellular
2) UP!
3) The Hangover
4) The Proposal
5) ..Uh *more coming later*
-More Summer Dressies :]
-SKIRTS AND DRESSES FROM FOREVER21! :D
-New Classy Shoes ;]
-Uhh? UPDATE WHEN I CAN REMEMBER :DD

Tehehehehehe :]

Greeeaaaat Time with Henry!
So I woke up in the morning, and I was sore, like, outta my mind. My legs hurt SO freaking much. And I had like NO sleep. Parents, blahing. And it was really hot last night. o_o

SO I went to Henry's house! It was hard to hop over the fence. My legs hurt too much to do the same thing I did last time D: So I waited for this couple with a cart to bring it over, so I could use it too :D Once I got to Henry's, we just sat around for a while, I was starving. So we had food :D
Afterwards, We watched some penguins, had some nice relaxing cuddling time, snuckk around bkos his mom went shopping, so we got to hug and kiss! YAY :D

Theeen, He washed his face using my apricot scrub :D He couldn't smell it though, and that's like, the best part D: Well, today was really great. A good way to spend a Friday. I miss him already<3

HAPPY BIRFDAY HUNNAY!

What I've Learned Today;
1) John is a HORNAAAY kid! LOL
2) Michael Jackson died D: R.I.P!
3) My Private Blog, (InvertedShay) Is NOT private O.O
I think I should try to make it private, but I have no idea how. Sherry = DUNCE!


HAPPY BDAE HUNNEYBUNNEY!
I hope you liked my presents for yu :] However, I really do feel that you should've read the book! I think you would have enjoyed it D: Book : "1001 Ways To Be Romantic." I told him I wasn't finished with it, so he wanted me to keep it, and I wanted him to keep it! But his mom then started rushing us to get the hell outta the house. -_- ( I was going home. ) So somehow, I ended up with the book. o.O

Today started off with me waking up LATE! Usually, I wake up at 8:30 [ No idea why. ] But today, I woke up at 10. and STILL felt tired. But I hadda be ready by 11:30 and get to Henry's house, so I dragged myself up and got ready. My hair looked nice :D I wore My bdae present dress that I got from Annie ;D And my hair was crimped, with my pink beret :D I thought it looked pretty ;D

Then, I walked out to Henry, with his wrapped up present, and wrapped up badminton rackets that he left at my house :D LOL.

I watched him open the present ;D Which was one HUGE present, holding 3 smaller wrapped presents ;D it was cute, his reaction and expression was hillariously adorable!

After, we went to pick up John, and Henry went to shower, leaving just me and John in the living room together. LOL It was pretty awkward at first, but he's a cool kid ;D So of course, we got along :D Im glad Henry's best friend isn't a total, "Girls have cooties, I love games, I'm going to steal Henry away" kinda person :D I like John! He's oobers awesome!.... Sorry John, I'm still going to burn down the card shop as yu and Henry sleep though ;D LOL.

So then, we made a "activities" drawing. LOL we wrote ideas on what to do today, and Henry picked them out. LOL So lame right? BUT CCUTE! CUTE IDEA HUNNEY! NOT LAME! NOT LAME! :D

My Ideas:
-Go to the bathroom :D
-Sherry changes :D
-SHOPPING!
-Wash Face with Apricot Scrub :D
John's Idea:
-Tranformers 2
-Watch Sherry and Henry do things :D

LOLLL. So yeah, we ended up having me change, ( I couldn't decide whether to stay in my dress to the mall, or change into my jeans and tshirt ) and then we watched tranformers 2.

it was a pretty good movie :D There was a hot girl in it, but it wasn't like fast and furious :D .. LOL.

Then, fool around with poles, something about John loving to freak? LOL And we ran into Elvis! The dude who's bday thing I accidently crashed o_o and yeah, we dropped John off, went to eat at "crazy buffet" GOT SUPER FULL! Picked up my stuff from Henry's, and then went home and blogged :D Shling. Im sooooo sore from volleyball. I think I might just die if I went to practice tomarrow. I wanted to cry with all the stairs I hadda climb D: I think I might skip tomarrow too D:

You make me feel

ramenpunkx: (^)> D: chim cua em bu hon chim cua anh

My brother is a weenie.

So, since Saturday, I've been NEEDING my bike. In fact, ON saturday, I was in a rush to get to Henry's house, bkos he was going through a crisis, and he was home alone. So I like rush out, to my garage. My bike isn't there.It HAPPENS to go missing, when I need it. So I pretty much sprint halfway to Henry's house.

Then, the days after, I want to visit Henry, who I haven't seen since Susan's bday thing. HELLUH LONG IN COUPLE DAYS! So I go to my garage. Not there. Day after day after day, my bike is NOT in the garage, and my brother like flees my house like he knows i'm gonna ask him where it is. Today, I got fed up. Bkos I'm sick and tired of it, and I caught him at home. "Maxjohn has it" Like WUHT THE FUCK?????? Maxjohn's a cool kid. I'm glad he has it, I can actually ask him for it back. I wasn't mad about that. But I was mad that my bike's been at someone else's house all this time, without me even know, or even ASKING me. I'm so sick and tired of him just going off and treating my stuff like it's his. I've lost so many things, and had so many things broken bkos he thinks he can treat it like nothing. Like wtf? I thought LITTLE brother's were supposed to do that. Not older ones.

His excuse for treating my bike like his own. "You never use it." I used to use that bike ALL the time. ALL THE TIME. I used to get the mail, ride with some friends. Till I stopped using it for a while during the school year, and he started using it. Then he broke it before summertime. Summertime = Sherry uses bike.
So its broken, and then I can't use it anymore. And then, when the summer comes in, he gets a new bike, on MY birthday. And then he just leaves me bike, that he just recently broke like "oh well, your bike. your problem" and his bike, I can't use at ALL. way too tall.

I haven't said anything about it, but it's ALWAYS bothered me. I hate when ppl do things like that.


Well, this was just a rant. I Miss You Henry! I wanted to see yu today, the day before, day before that, day before that, nope. No bike. And I'd walk, but it's like 5pm by then. and I'd hafta be home by 9. and walking = 30-45 mins to Henry's.

]:

HunneyBun ]:

You Seem So Far Away..
I hope you're doing okay, god knows I really Really miss you. Call me as soon as you can when you feel better.

I don't know if I'm going to volleyball tomarrow, I mean, it's an important conditioning thing, but I want to be with him, let him know everything is going to be okay. I don't know if I should, maybe at a time like this, he wants to be left alone.


Idk. ]: Feeling kinda down, that I can't help him at all.. < 3

Update: Story I'm Reading: STOLE from Demi's blog.

EARS OF AN ELEPHANT!

So, I woke up this morning, calculated how long I've been asleep. 9 hours. How the hell am I still tired? But then again, is 11:30 - 8:30, actually 9 hours?

So someone rang my doorbell, and I was too grogy to get outta bed. I eventually pulled myself up, and crawled downstairs. I see a paper sticking through my door.
Me: O_O.. a death note?!?! OMG A THREAT?! *looks through peephole*

Advertisement people. -_- So they were walking across the street, and I tried to slide the paper in through my door, I barely nudged it, and they both turned to look at the door. LOL DAMN. HELLUH GOOD HEARING!

I ran away :D Paper is still there, I mean, usually im not so mean to advertisement. I hate turning ppl down, but it's 8:30 in the morning, im in pjs. parents aren't home anyways -_-.


HenryMinhNguyen
I've been having these weird dreams lately. I don't really know why. In these dreams, he jus bkos this totally different person. This is how it starts:
I was at school, with Henry, and Henry finished up this assignment, but the assignment like, prevented him for dying. ( Wtf right? LOL ) And like, it was a group of Me, Henry, This dude, and Sheri.
Henry and Sheri started yelling at the dude, or not trying hard enough, and I just nodded and agreed. The guy got so mad, that he pulled out sissors, and started cutting them. Everyone just stopped.
I ran up to him, grabbed him by the wrists. "Im sorry. I'm sorry. Forgive me? Please? Forgive me." and he hugged me and stopped. Then he said, he'd give back the papers if I kissed him for every paper. There were like 70 papers. I looked at Henry, who could like die. And I agreed. So Henry stared at us, and then saw some hip hop club, and left to go dance there.
After that, me and this dude, became close, and he treated me pretty nicely. He'd hug me, keep me warm, lalala. Henry was nowhere to be found.
I can't really remember wuht happened next, but I was walking with the dude, and I saw a glimsp of Henry with a lot of ppl. I looked at the other guy, who looked at me back, and said. "I'm sorry. But I still have feelings for him. He's special." so he nodded, and just told me it was okay, hugged me a long hug, and left.
Vannessa and Lorenz and Sheri were there. They pointed me to Henry. I went up to him, and he was dancing, getting applause and everything. I waited until he was finished, and went to hugged him. he looked at me, and turned to his friend, and started complimenting himself. I let it go, a little disappointed. We walked, and were about to climb down this ladder, and I asked him to hold on tight, while I was climbing down, he let go of me, and helped another girl get down. I fell, but woke up before I hit the ground.


What is this supposed to mean? Stupid dreams like this always make me depressed.

Note To Self;

You can't even see my sand castle! ^^^^ it was sexy!

I bought smooth away, prior to my armpits, [ LOL. ] They don't seem to work very well, just kinda hurt the crap outta my arms. -_- Why are armpits so frustrating?

I bought a lotta crap today at target, they didn't have my "Aloe Vera Skin Cooling" lotion anymore, it worked SO well, I feel like a dumbass for throwing it away so long ago. -_- I bought "Aloe Vera Gel" and I'm wondering if it's going to work. I want to shower, but my hair looks nice right now, and tomarrow I have vball conditioning, so I may as well just wait till after I get all sweaty to shower :D

I'm also trying out, Listerine Dissolving White Strips. I wonder if this is going to work. I hate my teeth so much, I'd put up a "before-After" picture for yu guys, but I'm much too ashamed of my golden yellow teeth. -_-


So, Im tired! Went to Susan's dimsum birthday lunch. Saw Annie adn Cathy, I didn't feel left out today! Cathy's pretty cool, she's easy to talk to, we had a very nice "It looked like you talked like an asian man" time while Annie was away :D
Annie's dad kept smacking me for fun D: Like, he was talking to someone, and then he pats me on the back, adn everytime, was my sunburn spot -_- I hate being sunburned! EF YU PGA, I DNT WNA RISK IT D:

So yeah, then I went home, got dropped off at Target, While I was there, I ran to Henry's house. I got stuck at this big brick fence. How the hell do you climb one of those right? It was taller than me, and I hadda jump to reach it.

Attempt #1) Running really fast and hoping to get enough energry to pull myself up. Ran, jumped onto the fence, dangled for a while, fell down. LOL
Attempt #2) Saw a tree, held on to branches, tried to swaggle up. Note: Tree branches aren't that strong.. FAIL.
Attempt #3) Saw a piece of wood leaning against wall. VERY THIN PIECE. Stepped on it, slipped off a few times, stepped on it, stepped on the wall with other foot, dangled slipping slowly, pulled myself up painfully! GOT CHEST UP! YESH! Dangled for a while trying to pull buttocks up, SUCCESS! LOL Climbed down onto the shopping cart on the other side, "Sureeee, NOW it has something to climb on D:!"

So Went to Henry, he greeted me outside with glasses, tshirt, and boxers. Oo la la ;D LOL. I was SOOO happy to see him! I super missed him! He said I looked really different. o_o Sling?

Sat down, talked about how much we missed each other, I was about to leave, and his mommy came home :D Then she said she wanted to go to target too, so she ended up dropping me off ;D haha

Then went shopping, said bye to henry, mommyy came, spent HELLUH money, SORRY MOMMY. Some things were very useless. I gotta stop buying useless crap, the good ones are so expensive though! D: Then went home, tried out a lot of them!

Smooth away; Ehhh. Fail.
Listerine: idk..
Aloe Gel: ... Don't feel anything.


WHY DO I SUCK SO MUCHHH?

Henry said I looked really nice today :D I think it was mmy crimped hair? I love it! hahah :D I hope I can look this "nice" for him on his bday!

SUNBURRRN

Well, Susan's Beach thing was a really relaxing time, even though I got sunburned -_-

Haha, if I could change that day to be a LITTLE better, [without changing it much], I would choose, for me to not hafta wake up so early o_o For Annie to be able to go swimming with me ;DD, and for me to be more out going, and not anti-social/quiet by nature.

This Is For Annie, From my xanga;
"Oh, and btw, i think annie wants me to tell you about the dream i had.
Me, Annie, Sheri, and Henry were all in the holocaust. we were in like to be seperated, [the boy girl thing] annnd, out of no where, the fruit loops bird comes crawling on the floor. and he's like "FOOD. I NEED FOOD." and im like "hey! aren't yu the fruit loops bird? go get some cereal!" and he starts twitching and dying, and then he gets hit by some inspiration and starts "thinking" really hard. out of nowhere this tree with fruit comes out from the ground, and the fruit loops bird is like "I SEE. I SEEEEE. I CAN MAKE FOOD! I CAN MAKE FRUIT! JUST NOT CEREAL!" that's really the only part i remember, so uh, yeah."

LOLLLLL. HAPPY ANNIE?!

Target Shopping List;
[x] SKIN COOLING ALOE VERA LOTION Gel. They didn't have my lotion D: !!
[x] Chrest Listerine White Strips?
[x] New Facial Wash/Scrub
[ ] Car_ ;D
[x] Smooth Away!
[ ] Dye? o.O
[x] KLEENEX!!
[ ] Cough Drops!
[ ] I really can't remember.. BUT I HAD A WHOLE LIST YESTERDAY D:



I think I'm going to go working out today :D ! I just hope don't get more sunburned if I try running.. o_o..

Missing Hangry!

It's amazing how much we've changed over the time we've spent together.

I miss him! I haven't seen him since June 15, 3 whole days! [ No I'm serious! D: ] Well, our conversation didn't end too well, with us it was good, but he was having a little fight with his parents and bothers ]: They were all against him! My poor hunney! I hate how when he was little, his parents didn't seem to mind about "punishment," and now, when he's older they STILL don't mind, and he does like NOTHING wrong.

His bothers on the other hand, our kicking and screaming for toys, yet they get nothing but a soft smack on the butt. Like c'mon, the BUTT. When Henry yells, trying to teach them not to act so spoiled, he ends up getting yelled at. By his parents, and then after THAT, his parents get yelled at, BY HIS BROTHER. It's like, wth?


Well, I went shopping with Sheri yesterday, bought my hat ;] and a grey v-neck. It's plain, but I like it, maybe it'll make me look older. I've been looking younger. I mean, look at those pics ^^^^ I look younger NOW! lol, well it's aiight ;]

Annie says she's forcing me to go with her to the beach with ppl "not our age," wuht does that mean? O_O


I'm addicted to "something" ;] HENRY! LOL ;D <3

BEACH PARRRRWAHT?

Beach Partaay!
I just wanna thank EVERYONE that came! Omg, It was amazing, I had a GREAAAT time! I Love alla you SO much! <3

It feels SO good to be back home, where I can relax, and more importantly, SHOWER! Today was like SUPERRRR fun. At first, it was so hectic, I kept waking every 30 mins, from lie 5-8. So i just gave up at 8 and started getting ready. Then, ppl suddenly tell me they can't go, and others I had to find out from someone else. Annie couldn't go, her mom wouldn't let her ]: She tried, and I tried, and my MOM tried, but no use, her mom wouldn't let her! I was sad ]: Others, didn't respond when there was a solution to the reason they "couldn't go." it disappointed me.
Henry came first! and he was so super cute, even though he looked like a robber! :D Then Nancy came, cute as always! it's SO great to see her again! we had a nice little conversation with Henry ;D Then Sheri came, befferested er wahhh? :D and Henry hid behind a car while me and Sheri and Nancy went inside and made food. Then Lorenz Came right when I went outside :D And then we sat down, caught up a little, Henry was a little fatass and ate my food ;D And played some badminton and listened to music :D Then Cindy and Brian and Patrick [ HA HA! I REMEMBERED ] came, OMG, It was like SOOO fantastic to see Cindy, :D It was a slow pick up, and swurvy ride to the beach, but it was fun. :D Then we asked for directions to SUNSET beach, and right when we were super close, we ended up going the wrong way, LOL but then, it lead us to ANOTHER beach, and it was like, almost completely deserted. LOL Loved it :D At first, I thought it looked scary likke an abadoned place, but we let down our stuff, played volleyball and had a GREAT time! Henry pretty much like dragged me into the water, and the first full body contact I had with the water, was when a wave socked me down face first into the ground. LOL STOOPEED HENRAAY! But then, we all held hands and ran into the water :D After a while, we dried off and made sand castles :D Mine was like, the BEST one, and it was protected by the great wall of china sand, moat? thing. o_O :D Then, it ended up getting blown away D: LOL I SPENT FOREVER ON THAT CASTLE! ... LOL.... and there were no picture proofs it existed D:

Then, me and Cindy and Sheri and Lorenz ran into the water, and played with the waves. OMG I LOVED it SO much, it was superrrrr fun :] even though we all got knocked into the water. OMG I like FLIPPED OVER UNDERWATER, and my shorts even came almost completely off! LOL.

Then afterward, we were all hungry, and ate chips while we attempted to burn up a bonfire. Fail. LOL we ate non melted smores ;D But it was fun. We also stripped in front of each other :D Everyone but Lorenz Brian and Patrick -_- They wussed out and changed in the bathroom! Which took for EVERRRR. We all took pictures and talked and relaxed in the sun while we waited. When they came back, we tried to "Silent treatment them," like we all agreed, but Henry blew it by asking "What took yu guys so long?" LOL. KILLED IT HENRY! We started laughing, it didn't last even lie 45 secs! They didn't even notice the "silent treatment" D: LOL.

Afterward, we all tried to take a group picture, but someone hadda hold the camera, and Henry, being like the nicest one there, did it. aww ]: I wanted him in the picture though! Then, when Henry got to be in the picture, Brian and Patrick buried my ball. -_- away from the picture, and this surfer we met offered to take it for us while we tried countless "jumping pictures" :D LOL.

Theeeeenn, we got tired, and called my parents to pick us up, but they got stuck in traffic. So we past the time just relaxing, Sheri and Nancy took a walk around the beach, while Me, Jullian, Henry, Cindy, Lorenz, Brian and Patrick buried Henry :D it was fun, They kept on trynna hit his balls LOL. NOT NICE! Then, we watched amazedly as they tortured bugs. -_- i hate bugs, but even I thought it was pretty sad. LOL.

Then, Cindy Brian and Patrick went up to sleep in their car, while Me, Henry, Jullian, Lorenz played volleyball, Nancy and Sheri came back, and we played together, then went on the lifegaurd stand. it was funn ;DDD There was a dead fish though O_O. A few minutes later, Patric comes down holding this huge pile of toilet paper, "I GOT YOU TOILET TO BURN!" and we watched the bundle of toilet paper, which took like forever to get, burn up for 20 seconds. LOLOL.

Then, my parents came while we were watching it burn, LOL. and they dropped us off at eastridge, where we had yummy yummy food. I was getting very tired, and Nancy tried cheering me up by caking me a little, but I was like a total jerk. ]: SORRY NANCY! SORRY!! I got her back though, by closing my eyes and blindly trying to get her face. LOL.... i think it came off as me being angry, NOO I WAS SERIOUSLY BLIND! Then she said she wanted to "take the cup and push it in my face," AND SHE WAS JOKING! YES! OF COURSE! But, I completely took it sensitivly, and it hurt my feelings a little ]: By then we hadda go home, so I wished I wasn't such a party pooper at the very end! But It was a GREAAAAT Day, I tried releasing any tension, if there was any, during the car ride while we drove Nancy home.

Then when I got home and Sheri and Jullian left, I RAN TO THE SHOWER AND OMG. BEST FEELIGN EVER. I FELT SO. ORGASM. LOL.

Then Henry called, and we had a little conversation. it's amazing how attached I am to him, like really. I can't believe how much I really really love him. :] Cindy's Words; "Wow, they're so lovey dovey." My Words; "Can you believe it's been more than a year?" <3>


More Favorite Pichas?

Happpyyy Birthdaaay :]

Yeah, I now the song is corny, but I miss him so much already. He says there's a chance that he can't come to my beach birthday. ]: Im really really sad about that. I might not see him until tuesday. But it's summer, and although I can't believe it's Summer! It means there'll be much more chances to see him. I'll be really disappointed if he doesn't come, but I'm promising to myself that I will try my best to have fun that day! I just hate how I've been bringing everyone down with my stupid sadness. TIME TO CHEER UP! AND MAKE IT UP TO ALL OF THEM!

I started my day at 12am. When Henry called, Sheri txted, followed by Gino, Joe, Nancy, Matthew. Then I went to sleep, and woke up to Annie. :] and then the OTHER Annie said Happy birthday, followed by Vjay, I think Lorenz? Bkos my txts got full and erased themselves. -_- IM SOOO SORRY D:

But then, Henry and I planned a date, a little "get together" thing for my birthday, then Annie came over from 12-1. She gave me FABULOUS Presents! 16 HOMEMADE CUPPY CAKES! Leggings, Beautiful shirt! and a cute cute CUTEEE dress! :] Then, I hadda rush and leave my poor babe at home D: IM SOOO SORRY *HUGGLES!!!* Then, I saw Henry! He gave me an adorable little plushie :] it reminds me of a piano, bkos it's square. it's actually, a ninja square o_o LOL. Got carsick going to Henry's uncle's house, and then eastridge. Went to eastridge, tried on things, got to buy two of them, :] Henry paid for my new headband, and stole a dollar for it. LOL. "I DIDN'T HAVE 54 CENTS D:" and then, I wanted to take this hat, but I didn't. I wanted it SO bad. it was SO cute. ^^ it's up there. The hot pink hat! I also, have an urge to buy hot pink pants! Like seriously, I want some. LOL. Took him shopping for his dad, he got a new tie, which he loves, and looks sexaay in ;]

Went to Hometown buffet with his fambaaaaa! Then went to relax at his house, played badminton, fell asleep. Listened to the song above, for like the longest time, just looking at each other, holding hands. I thought it was very romantic :] .... I ignored the fact that his brother was watching youtube in back of us. LOL

Got home, legs are tired. SHERI TXT ME ASKING WUHT I WAS DOING TODAY. I FELT SO HORRIBLE! She made my WHOLE morning with her txt msg! ANd then, I feel like, i totally abadoned her ]: OMG OMG. Yunnoe, I feel like getting her a present! Just bkos I love her so much!

Well, I'm sad, yet happy at the same time. I'm looking forward to monday, I hope it goes well :]

So far:
Sheri
Nancy,
Annie,
Michael,
Gino,
Jullian,

Can go fsho :D.

100th Post!

DATE?

Well actually, there is no date YET.
Next available date: Monday, June 15th.
BUT, if you guys can't do it that day, then just send me a msg, when you can, and we'll work something out.
I really don't even know if I'm going to do it, I just hope I get to D:

WHAT?
BIRTHDAAAAAY!
Hoping to spend a day at the beach, with the buddies :] Play a little badminton, volleyball, go swimming, EAT FOOD.

BRING?
Yourself! :D Badminton rackets and birdies? I can bring a volleyball :D What ever the hell you want to bring to the beach!
Also, maybe some cash, in case we're all poor to buy food.
Some towels, Shampoo, clothes to shower into :D
ALSOOOO! If you guys want to bring someone, you can, but try to keep it like maybe 1-2 people? Bkos I think too many people might make it like, really spread out. And everyone would just stick to their little clique. Im trynna keep it UNDER 20 people? :D......

TIME?
Hoping to leave sometime early, before it gets too hot/crowded/what ever. But I'm not really sure? We can decide on that too.

RIDE?
Uh, I don't mean to scare you, but we really have no ride. o_o At the momment anyways?
If Anyone can provide one, that would be great :D
Otherwise, it's a beach gang, on the lightrail. LOL Sheri will be leading us there!

Other Stuff?
If you guys have any other stuff you wanna ask, then yea, just msg me back. I think I had more to say, I just can't really remember it for crap. o_o
OKAY, So people who WERE invited, and people who WEREN'T. NO PARTICULAR ORDER! I can't remember everyone! Lol, this is just the short list of ppl that pop up. So i'm hopiinnnng, no one is going to get mad if they don't get a personal invite? But spread the word if you THINK i'd want them there. haha!

OHHH! And My real birthday is actually on the 13th, not the 15th. :D ..

Ehh.

Well, today was a good day, until thoughts filled my head and then we ended up talking about those thoughts. Yu see, I was trynna get away from it, bkos thinking about it made me disappointed. But, the conversation went on about it, untill I reached my house. Ending the very good day, with a not so good conversation.

So yeah, Henry can NOT be that "best friend" I have every year. Bkos I can't really talk to him as a FRIEND, he's a comforter, bkos he's my boyfriend. And I wouldn't have it any other way. I don't need him to change INTO my best friend. I need, a best friend.

But yeah, continuing on with this conversation. It was about the dance. Which i LOVED that we did, and I'm soooo proud of it. But like, I did so much work, but the behind the scenes work. Aka : Where we stand, how we transition, the transition dance moves, and editing the music. All, were like super awesome and everything, but like, I didn't really feel appreciated. For it, at ALL. The whole time we did like the practice, I hadda ask them to get it together, so we could practice. and everytime I thought of wuht we should do for it, I realized, I never got a "WOAH, THAT IS HELLUH SICK! WE SHOULD DO THAT" thing, like for the other parts. Which is ironic, bkos the part they didn't really appreciate, was the part everyone went crazy for. I also did, like THE WHOLE SONG. By myself. Editing it, picking the parts to go into the middle, in fact, I even suggested the songs, and they agreed. Yet, I didn't hear like one "Thank you" or "good job" unless you count. "Oh yeah, we can dance to that! Its cool."

But yea, I felt underappreciated. I didn't even really feel like I got much credit for anything I did. I felt like the boring one of the dance, who didn't really shine at all. I just wished we coulda done more feel dancing. The dancing that is fun.


Next year, I don't want to like see them fail at the dance if I don't join. I just want them to kinda see how much work I tried to put into it.

I wish I hadn't done alla that, to watch it, and wish I coulda have some more dancing that I enjoy.


Lol, I'm ranting. but its okay. I liked our dance all in all. I kinda feel like I get pushed around and step on this year. Like I'm something to push to the side. I don't like that. I actually don't think this has really happened before. Everything seemed to have changed. All from one thing.


Eh, wuht can I say? I miss when it wasn't so lonely. :] Well, don't mind me. I'm just ranting like the child that I am. I tend not to realize the important things I have. Or appreciate it. Like Henry for example, it may not always be a happy relationship. But it's the perfect one for me. Perfection, is a tolerable, joyfull form of imperfection.



I love you hunney bunch.<3

Another. Bad. Day.

My Dad and Brother are such hoes. They never ask permission about anything, they just do it, even though they know its fucking wrong.


Stupid Sexists bitches. Thinking they're all that really matters in the world.



Today sucks.

Bad Day.

So I've had a rough day, and then I come home. Relaxing from it. it's going well, I have a new ball pump, to pump up my old volleyball :D

Then suddenly, I walk outside to see my dad fixing my bike, that my bother broke. I'm like "Hey, You're finally fixing my bike!" and he's like "Yeah, your brother said to give it to his friend." and I'm like, "WTF. IT'S MY BIKE. NO YOU CAN'T GIVE IT AWAY." and he's like "Well your brother said to give it away!" and wtf is that? My dad LOST my brother's friend's bike. And now, suddenly, to repent for that, he gives him MY bike? He can fix up my bike, but he can't give it away. Then he goes saying "It's a boy's bike. Not a girl's bike." WTF DOES IT MATTER? I BOUGHT THAT BIKE WITH MY OWN MONEY. Then, My brother BREAKS it. and he gets another bike for his birthday, a bike that I CAN'T USE BKOS IM NOT TALL ENOUGH. I remember I used to use that bike ALL the time, the only reason I stopped was bkos my stupidass brother BROKE it. and now, when it's finally fixed, they're gna give it away?! MAN. IM SO FUCKING PISSED. LIKE WTF. I told him strictly, he can NOT give it away. But I bet yu, he's going to end up giving it away anyways. How stupid, using my brother's FRIEND'S bike, and losing it. Why couldn't he just use my brother's bike?

Fuck that. My brother's friend can have my brother's bike. Why the fuck should I have to pay for something I didn't do anything to? He broke my bike. DOESN'T MAKE IT HIS BIKE. Stupid dumb BITCH.


I'm mad. I hate how my brother uses like everything without even asking it, always saying it's HIS stuff, and then screwing it over.


yeah, if you're wondering, I'm still mad that he used my laptop to download wolrd or war craft. like wtf? slowed down my laptop for days. without ASKING TOO. STUPID FUCKER. My laptop now requires a password, so that effer face won't use it again. :]

Current: 5 Rally Vid Views Found!

That is the first vid I found on youtube. So sorry that it's limited to such close view, Im SOOO grateful for who ever posted this though! :] There'll be more links to come! :D BYEBYE

Sec One: Better View, dark quality:



3rd one: A fuller view from the other side! :D

My TEACHER kept shaking while recording! LOL.

4th One: This one, is another view, for the first part, I'm kinda cut off though. -_- Darn. LOL


5th One: This one, has a lot of "OH SHT" and crap. LOL

So yea, They'll probly be erased by the owner soon o_O SO WATCH EM QUICK!

Rally Dance Was A Success!

OMG! It was SUPERRRR. Everyone like, cheered, like WENT CRAZY CHEERED! I was soooo happy ;] We worked superrrrr hard on this! :] I'll get the performance up here soon, but my camera just HAD to break, when we were gna perform, so i don't have it on my phone. So sad ]: If I did, I could've given it to vjay to record for me! DAMN! STUPID STUPID LUCK! Vjay was RIGHT in front of us when we performed! Man, Horrible! But it's okay. At least we have the memories and 84032985 other videos from different ppl AND view. LOLL

Omg, I'm sooo sykeeed ;] I can't get over that fact that we're done! And they LOVED it! Maaan, haha :) Yea, afterwards, Every 5 secs, I'd hear a "DAMN SHERRY! THAT WAS HELLUH GOOD!" "YOUR DANCE WAS THE BEST!" Omg <3 :D I feel special,

Then after, we had a little feast, to celebrate :D And then 5th period, more compliments ;D 6th period, more + year book signing :D Then went to Henry's house. did a LOT of cooking for Henry's mom LOL. Forced! Made brownies, went to target, had WAY too much chocolate! I'm gna start breaking out, and ect! Omg, I'm still SO bummed that I don't have the performance on my phone. I wish I did soooo much ]: Waaaaah! Stupid Sherry! Should've stolen her mom's phone for today!