HunneyBunney...I Miss you so much ]:

Omgoddddd i misssssssh yuu! I can not live a DAY without yu. Watching friends both helps, and makes it worse. I'll be watching friends, it's funny, but it makes me miss watching movies with yu. We haven't done that in a while..

I haven't gone out on a full day date with yu in like, weeks? Months? I dnt even know. ]: I wonder when we'll get to have some of that nice alone time I Love.

I miss you hunney, i wish yu were here so we could just cuddle up and watch friends.


My world is so empty without yu ]:

... There some rampant mosquito flying around my room. I wish yu were here so yu could beat it up XD LOL. Your cute little "WATCHAAA. WAH!" Slap and kick yu do to all bugs flying around us XD LOL.

gosh, I mees yu. I hug yu. I wna kees yu. ]:

Come back and call me soon Hunney<3 I hope you're having fun over there! <3333

Craziest Dream EVER.

Not crazy like, flying piggies and crap. Like, it was one of those really weird thriller dreams yu get once in a while.

So this whole blog is about that dream. I think I wrote it bkos i SAW everything, so it was WOW to me. But to you guys, it'd be very boring. :D So stop reading Hia!


The Dream:
It started off with a class field trip. We were on some kinda airplane, going somewhere fancy. I was talking to Katherine from the volleyball game. When she finds some creepy looking guy's myspace, with my last name.
Katherine: Wuht if he's your uncle?!
Me: uh. I think someone woulda told me about him o_o
Ketherine: Maybe they like shunned him bkos of embarrassment!
Me: well, we ARE asian. Maybe. o_o...
Then suddenly, the flight attendant comes, and announces something. "Hello, we are arriving at our first stop, Eastridge mall." She took a look around us and whispered to her little walky talky thingy, "I've got two that I think you'd like."
No one [ including me ] heard her say that in the dream. So we were clueless. Then she called two ppl to go with her, one of them was me, and the other i can't remember. So she took us to the waiting room, that was right in front of a restroom. Or so we thought it was a restroom. I asked if the other chick wanted to go with me, but when we entered the "restroom" it just had curtains floating around. I was about to go into one of them when suddenly.. THE DUDE THAT KATHERINE THOUGHT WAS MY UNCLE SHOWED UP. And he looked, CREEEPY. Like hunchback, eyepatch, black messy hair. Oh god. The horror. So we screamed and ran into this "dining" room, but there was no way out! We were stuck! And then my "uncle" started coming. We both tried to run past him but the girl i was with got taken. And i came back and took some kinda weird juice from my backpack. I tried getting him to buy it.. o_o and while he was distracted she ran away. and then i did too. I couldn't catch up with her, [ she left me after i saved her -_- ] so i ran another way. THE AIRLINE PPL WERE FREAKING EVERYWHERE. Everywhere I went they were there. Then I ran towards "Bath and Body" and there was an exit for it. I RAAAN and when I got there, the door was like attacked with wind, and opened really slowly. it was HEAVYY. While i was trynna open the door, one of the airline ppl caught up to me, i was halfway outside the door when she stuck her arm out to grab me. I let go of the door and moved my hand out of the way, and the door slammed on her arm. :D Worth all the good luck of the world, like omg. That part was like the climax. The mental image of that in my dream was like, SUSPENSE. Then I ran, and ran, and ran. I ran around not knowing where the hell i was going. So i saw a lightrail, but the doors closed and it was about to go. so I jumped onto the side and held on, but it was moving towars eastridge, so i saw a bus and ran to it. I jumped into the doorway right when it was closing. And in my dream, it was like futuristic buses, when yu entered they read your story. Of who you are, wuht're yer thinking. The bus driver says, "Looks like we got a keeper here," and i started faling asleep on the bus. And I woke up in my mom's car. Like the whole thing was a dream. But I checked my pockets, and the airline tickets from the fieldtrip were there..
Me: Mom? Where are we going.?
Mom: *evil grin* eastridge.
And then I accually woke up in real life. o_o...

Yup. that was my dream.

Ah I remember now.

So now I can recall wuht happened today. At least in my perspective, which is most likely, a totally different story compared to yours. But this is just the way it happened for me.

So P.E. was fun, I can't really remember the beginning of lunch, xcept that I felt very, extremely woozy. My head was somewhat spinning, and my throat was dry. So I was in the "Overly worked. Please don't make things hard for me" stage. And the beginning of lunch. I wanted a gatorade. but it somehow got difficult. I reaaaaally wanted a gatorade. And i told yu that silly! But then yu suggested, "Lets get some free lunch first," and then i was like "okay, well maybe we can," but i saw the line was long, so i was like "uh, gatorade hunney?" so yu were like okaaay. And we got in line. Everything was moving really fast for my head at that time, so it felt like I was being pulled to the line. Then when I saw it was yellow, I said loudly, so you could hear me xD, "is there any more colors?" Yellow tastes funny :D Then somehow it changed to blue. o_o LOL. and i was like "wtf?" in my mind, and yu were like "blue okay? another color?" and i was like "doesn't matter" and you're like "You sure? blue okay?" and my head was like spinning. o_o LOL. I felt very dizzy. and my head felt like it was exploding bkos everything was so blaarg.

I can't really remember if this was how the events happened, so correct me if i'm wrong, bkos my memory is really blurry. ;

Then after, I was still eh. And i thought yu wanted food, but yu started pulling me over to the over way [ FELT like yu were pulling, yu probably weren't. ] And i was like "no free food?" or something like that, and you were like "Oh, no, unless yu want to *pushes back a little and stops* me: No nevermind. I thought yu did. You: Oh okay, *pulls me back the other direction* *stops to look at hip hop thing* *continues to pull me* *stops on the stairs* You want to watch or go? Me: *was saying something* You: Nevermind lets go so yu can sit down. Me: No its okay- You: OMG THAT GUY DID A HELLUH COOL TRICK. Me: ..................
Then yu were like "yu wanna sign up?" and i was still "eh..." and i didn't feel like it.Then I saw Vjay and ray over saying "OMG LETS GO SIGN UP" [ something like that o_o] and pulled YOU [ see? I was evil too. So dnt feel all bad when yu read this. ] And then i asked her, and she left. And yu were watching the thing. And i said "Wana go sign up?
Atempt 1. "...Wna go sign uppp????" Attempt 2. "............Want to go sign up???" Attempt 3. I dnt even know how many times i asked until yu said. "You wanna go or do yu wanna keep watching?" Me : *TWITCH TWITCH TWITCH* I wanna sign upppp. D:
You: Oh you wanna sign up? *pushed me a little to the side* Me: Why can't we go that way? *you're ignoring me* Why can't we go that way?????? *still ignoring me* ..... [ do you remember me constantly saying that?] Then the sign up came.

I dnt understood why yu were pushing me to go around the line, when the sign up sheet was coming to us. Thats why i was saying "Why can't we go that way?" bkos i didn't see it coming, and i was suggesting walking the other way INTO it, which was shorter.

So I was very frustrated. Bkos it didn't make sense to me. and blah blah.
Then afterward. the "slow" part. I think I was just very mad bkos yu kept ignoring me, and reply SLOW-ly. not bkos yu were so slow i couldn't dance with the black girl. -_-

So there yu have it! My whole perspective. which took me 30 mins of choreographing to remember. I have a 42 sec dance now. But it's probly crap. it's just a back up incase we can't think of anything else.

Random Blog.

I'm trynna pick whether to see Henry tomarro, or just chill. Bkos I want to see him, this whold break wasn't even really like a BREAAAK. No school, Still lots of work. [ Mostly English.......*twitchtwitch* ALL ENGLISH..... *TWITCH TWITCH*....] AND NO FREAKING TIME WITH HENRY! D: I mean, Break to me means = Quality time with SHERI AND ANNIE..... AND HENRY. [Alone.] Not with Brothers and him being pulled away for some family thing. I mean, I'm happy he's so involved with his family. Something I wouldn't know anything about, so i shouldn't complain.

But yunnoe, I wish I had him to myself at times. But I should stop being so greedy, I mean, he's not gna have his family forever, well not like THIS. College, he's probly going to miss them SO much. I know it. So I think I should just let him be with his family, possibly try getting closer to his family, but i dnt wna ruin his family time yunnoe!
My Family = Mom. 50%Brother. ANNIE AND HER MOM, Sheri! And Hunney Bunney Henry &35% of his family!
I dnt wna intrude, i mean, they aren't MY family. And until they are ready to be, I should stop taking away their son, who I know they love and are proud of the most.
Henry most likely can't see it, but I know that he's they're favorite, and I can see from their faces, the way that they look at Henry and the way they look at Brandon and Christopher, they're probly regretting not spending time with him when he was younger.

I wna get to know more about the younger Henry, but it's okay. I feel really isolated lately. I mean, I want a family too. I really do. Makes me sad thinking about Families.
Reminds me back in the days of the 5 year old Sherry, who used to cry just watching families eat on T.V. shows.

Sometimes I still feel like crying watching it, but I remind myself to snap out of it, crying won't change anything. It'll just make ppl think, "Wtf.?" "You're so stupid." "Drama Queen." "*walks farther away and ignores it." "Poor thing, lets feel sorry and give her pity." Either way, I've been through alla that, and known of them help. Wuhts the point of crying? Or letting ppl see you cry.

I've been good at it for the past few years, not crying at much. But lately, these two years, getting closer to Annie and Henry constantly reminds me of the family I wish I had, so my wall is breaking. God Damnit.



.......Okay well, IHeartBoxCuttuhz :]<3

OMFG. I HAVE A NEW GOAL.

LEARN HOW TO DO AN INVERT!


Well actually, it should be Learn How To Do A Handstand. Bkos I cnt stay up in the air for more than a mili-sec. My arms die and bend. BUT I ALMOST GOT IT TWICE :D OMG.
My Arms are soooo tired. They're shaking. -_- But I'm gna learn how to do an invert >:] I'm not gna say "Even if it kills me," bkos, i think it might just possibly kill me o_o. I landed on my head and neck like 40549382 times. LOL Me and Annie are gna try learning it ;]]]]]]


We're dangerous ;DDD

Happy Anniversary, Happy Valentine's.

So today it's a year for me and my HunneyBunney. It didn't excatly go according to plans, or anything of the sort. Maybe that's why I've been feeling so "doesn't feel like an anniversary" all week. Maybe i'm some hidden phycic[ phychic? pycic? WTF. O_O ]But yunnoe wuht, the part that was actually Anniversary, was great. We talked on the phone, were too into the conversation to count down, but still, we stay up late, fell asleep on the phone together. Things weren't all that great in the morning. His parents, everything, I felt like not coming over, I didn't want to anger his parents anymore. But I went upstairs, finished getting ready, and then I looked at Henry's present, that I'd be slavinnnnnng over for like weeks. And It reminded me, "Today is celebrating one year, you've been with Henry. Not his parents." So I thought to myself "Just pepp up, be happy, you'll figure something out." and I was on my way to his house. Then "Just dance" played, that song that always gets me in a jumping mood. Good timing. So I came to Henry's. He found one of my presents, the huge pillow! Then he opened his sec, the empty carton of organic chocolate milk, expired 021409, lol. Hillarious. He thought that was all I got him. Then I unzipped my backpack and revealed two other presents, the mixCD that I also spent weeks to pick the songs, and fix the message and the coverr. Along with the Pillowcase, the main present that took me SO DAMN LONG TO DO. LOL. SERIOUSLY! So afterwards, we were goofing around in his room [ no not sexually! ] we were taking pichures, cuddling, and taking videos of us jumping in the bed making weird noises :D.

So after, Buddy called, we talked to him for a while. Then we slept a little. Then we went to eat at Hometown buffet. Looked for a bathroom. And Hunney bunney hadda go somewhere. Ending our 4 hour celebration of "Happy Anniversary."

Sure, it was a little shorter, and I am .. a tad.. dissappointed. But it's okay. Circumstances weren't on our side, and we'll get through it. Wuhts a celebration without people to celebrate? << Figurative. What I'm trynna say is. We were celebrating us still being together, and we were together! If not for a little while, that's all that matters. I'm not posting any of the bad, bkos I've calmed down, and really, the good parts are wuht really matter about today.

I Love You Hunney, Happy Anniversary. <3

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Where's my Hunney Bunney? ]]]]]: .......

The Usual vs. The Sherry.

Well, I was talking to ppl, and they were talking about how losing is all this and that, and that, when the moment happens, it'll happen, bkos thats how it is.

I mean, you're in the moment, and something happens, i like the idea, it's nice, but.
It just makes doing it seem like, "part of a relationship."


I don't want to lose it to a BOYFRIEND. I want to lose it, to the person im going to spend the rest of my life with, my husband.


Me and Henry, im not saying that the whole moment thing is not happening, bkos it's in the moment, it could happen.

I'm just saying, that the idea of thinking about it, just makes me realize how important is it to me. Who really knows where Me and Henry will end up, no one knows, and im not intending to find out any other way except to live it. :] I just hope, it lasts, as long as possible. :]<3


Hunney Bunney, 3 more days<3

Cahsee's are overr.

Hm, Cahsee wasn't SUPER hard. the writing was accually harder than the math.

Man, im sure i didn't get 100% on BOTH of them. I wasn't sure in the first place, but i know for a fact that i did not get all of them right in math, bkos i missed one. fsho. I checked it afterwards. Damnit. -_- GRRR.

Well, i just came outta a bubble bath, i love my eyes today. I was dancing around in my underwear ;] LOL. not many days i accually feel pretty :D

I feel conceited. LOL. but hey. Anyways, so dancing, i need someone to teach me how to dance ;] i wanna danceeee. I wanna like, be in a crew for fun and perform[yu have no idea how long it took me to spell that...] for fun!

Well, these past few days, have been FUN. lol. FUN. and we were doing the CAHSEE testing. and it was FUN. funner than usual days at school. like, wtf? why was it fun? HAHA. who knows, i cnt even figure it out. I'm gna miss CAHSEE accually. it was boring as fkc at some parts, but when break hit it just made me feel reaaaal happy. it was fun. :]


Well, i'm thinking about college again. I wish i could be like Henry, he knows excatly wuht he wants to be and his plan, and i know he'll make it through. Me on the other hand. I dnt really have an idea wuht i wanna be, wuht i wanna pick, or wuht's my plan besides "4 year UC." I'm so confused, and i feel like a failure. Only things i'm picking it things i wanna try, i mean its just things i wanna try, how would that possibly get me anywhere? wuht if nothing works out?

And Henry, is going to be in college for 10 years. Me, all i got planned is 4. And really, how is that going to work out for us? We're not gna be able to live together. Too busy to possibly spend as much time with each other. Frustration + distance = bad for sherry's additude. Sherry's bad additude + Henry's stress = bad for relationship.

Ugh. Time needs to slow down.