With Spring Break around the corner, I absolutely can not wait to see you. I've been awaiting the peace and serenity of just laying in your arms for the passed month now..
However, you... have been acting different lately.. Is it because we barely ever talked during last week? Why is it that now, that you call often all the time, you are picking more fights with me? More fights that you've never picked before...?
When did you start caring what I do with my social life? When did me going out with friends and going "crazy drunk" become an issue? How dare you even tell me, as if threatening, "I'm just telling you. It's a huge turn off. I never want to date a girl who gets drunk all the time."
Do you think that means anything to me other than insult? Because it doesn't.
For one thing, the last time I drank: 3 weeks ago. Did I go a little crazy 2 nights ago? NO. I did NOTHING crazy. No dancing on poles, no stripping, no kissing guys. What did I do? A lot of CELEBRATING. There wasn't even really a dance floor! We all play drinking games, saying, "Here's to spring break! Here's to the Omicrons! CONGRATS EVERYONE!" there was NO "LETS GET FUCKED UP! FUCK BITCHES GET MONEY! YOU! TAKE OFF YOUR CLOTHES."
Furthermore, the fact that you say that, while also saying "I don't want to be a strict boyfriend...."
You aren't being strict. You are being judgemental.
You had your fun, Mr. Drank so much on a SCHOOL DAY that he walked home puking all the way home.
Me. I'm tame. I know my boundaries. I know that there is this terrific guy waiting for me at home, that I would love to be with all the time if I could.
What should I do then? Reject every offer to go out and just sit around talking to you about how sad and lonely I am without you in my life?
I don't think so.
We aren't that kind of couple.
I'm not going to turn into that kind of person again. I have been there. In that position. I did not like it. YOU GOT THAT??????
In reference to the past, now you are angry, because I Skyped with my Ex Bf?????
I just. I can't. I can't even.
I understand how you may feel threatened, I've been away, not able to talk to you for a week. But now that I suddenly can you expect me to just cling to you all the time and not have a social life with anyone else but you???? Get over yourself.
Lol.... now it's obvious I've just blown up about you blowing up.
Augh. You are just so silly. Get over it already so we can be happy when we finally get to see each other. You girl.
