But this. This is not acceptable.
Hypocritical even. The reason why you were annoyed, and I let you in, even though in all honesty I was hurt and disappointed by what you did just 2 days earlier.
Ironic how this happened, when earlier this morning I questioned, "Should I just say, 'sure, come over'?" when I could have had other plans. and now. Having waited.
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I don't like being "the back up plan." Someone to kill time with until you find something better. AUGH. AUGH.
After ALL those times I 'saved' you?!?!?!?!? REALLY? At least reply and say, "Sorry, Can't tonight." Instead of keeping your own friend waiting. This is nothing like a friend.
I'm sorry for the harsh words but I am sooooooooooooo mad right now. Furious. Don't even feel like a friend I feel like some fucking "video game" to use when your damn boyfriend is busy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!IDJSIDNKSNDCLSMDLKSMNDLKSMDLKSMLDKMSLKDSLDKMSL
I'm sure I will forgive you. But please, in heaven and hell. Just be honest next time. I HATE being strung along. I'm not sure if I actually feel this way about you. But as of right now, the fact that the last two attempts to hang out, have ended this way, I can't help but be furious.
