Loving College!

At the same time, I feel like I am living in two different worlds.

The hectic life of a college student,
And the serene loving life of a SJ civilian.

MORE ON THIS LATER.

A lot of talk, and rumors.

I have no idea which to believe. I want the close friends, the sisterhood. The security. But is it worth it? Yes, you do have to pay. Although this one is much cheaper than the rest.. I have no money. I have literally no extra money to be spending. Is it because they work? Is that how they afford everything? I don't work, I don't know how I'll be able to pay for it. With that money, I could do SO much more..

However, I'm thinking of joining, because when I come back home to my dorm, I love my floor, but I know we won't have "the closeness." That I want. The Sigma's, they were actually real with me. I believe them when they say that "After the dorm, you'll hardly see them again. They'll just be people you see. Everyone is going to start studying. The closest finds you'll have and bond with will be the ones you knew in HS."

I don't want that. (only) I want the college life that everyone talks about. And since I have the chance, I should take it. Right?
...Just, why do you have to pay so much for "friendship" and "sisterhood."

Oh well, If anything, I can always DP. And maybe, when I know how much I was missing, how much I wanted it, I will be able to commit, and pay, full-hearted-ly.
Because come on now, a sister ain't rich.

Now... to decide whether this is for me, or not..