

^^I LOVE THIS SONG ^^
I Wonder If I Complain too much About Henry.
I was reading Vjae's blog, and I couldn't help but wonder. Maybe I do. o_o.
One thing I WILL say; I'm a little envious of him. Well, somewhat a lot. He's close to his family, and he just makes/dominates conversations so easily. I wish I could do that.
I Love Him Super though. And I would never everrrrr change him. =) ..even if sometimes I'd like to just rip "Yu Gi Oh" from his vocabulary/mind. LOLOL. KIDDING!
I'm still feeling iffy about being, "over-protective." or, over-"something involving attention" that ..Bob, said. :D ..OF COURSE I WANT ATTENTION FROM HIM! IM HIS GF! Can't he talk to his cousins on aim while I'm NOT there? )= I feel all self conscious about our relationship now. Hearing that from someone else makes me feel like pure evil. Joy.
It was fun yesterday, haha, we should deffinately do that again sometime.
As great as it was, I wish I could've felt a little more important in the group. But I think it's just me?
Well, today is saturday. first day of this week that I've gotten to sleep in =) YAAAAAY! SOOO HAPPY! Still tired, but happy! It was SO hot yesterday night. and day. I wanted to beat up someone D: I couldn't sleep at all. I kept having to go back downstairs to turn on the AC. ( it turns off automaticly )
I wish people at James Lick could open out "me." Like, I don't feel absolutely myself at school. Except for some rare occasions. I feel like a quieter version, the one that everyone "thinks" is me, bkos I always seem to be that way.
Blah, why can't I be like how I used to anymore? Its escaping from me.


























